Earth Changes

Session date: January 8, 2023

Posting date: January 10, 2023

Jack: Laura, can you say anything about what’s happening so far?

Laura: The body is very clear. I’m in a clear space that feels nice. It’s very open.

Jack: Good. Just remain there. Allow that clarity to penetrate even more deeply. You’re moving into an area that can support something else happening. No need to hurry. You can take your time to move toward whatever the next important thing is that you need to see or experience. [pause]

Laura: They’re focusing on my lungs.

I’ve been coughing a bit recently. It is going away now but I feel something needs to be restored.

I think that’s where so much emotion has accumulated.

Jack: Maybe you could visualize the emotions beginning to drain away in order to help the lungs. [pause]

Laura: I see all the little veins and channels in the lungs clearing up.

Jack: Good. It’s like a kind of cleansing.

Laura: And the throat area is of course also connected. That area has been very tight.

Jack: Now it can let go. [pause]

Laura: It feels so much better. I feel now that everything is passing through much more easily. It’s moving out through the head. [long pause]

Now my whole body is radiating a soft green light – soft and subtle. 

Jack: The quality of the colors is so different in this alternate reality. It’s hard to describe. [pause]

Laura:  I can feel my body pulsing in the light. My body is in its natural state.

Jack: Excellent – a natural state. [long pause]

Is there movement within the green color, Laura?

Laura: Yes, it’s very wavy. It pulses. Soft movement.

Everything is so peaceful.

Jack: Good.

Laura: Now the energy is moving more upward toward the head and then out of the body.

In the crown area there’s an opening where the energy is flowing through, moving out. It feels very energizing.

The blood cells are being reinvigorated. I feel a tingling in my legs and arms as it’s happening. [pause]

It keeps going on very precisely. It feels like all the cells of my body are being activated.

Jack: Yes, it sounds very important – a regeneration.

Laura: It’s to be able to help – that’s why.

The body needs to be strong to be able to emanate what needs to be done. They’re communicating. Communicating very normally.

Jack: Good. [pause]

Laura: I’m going deeper into another space; it’s like… [pause]

It seems I went very far away. It was a bit scary. I felt that I had lost contact with you.

Jack: Lost contact with me?

Laura: Yeah. It’s OK. I’m back. I think maybe they were showing me that there are other spaces. I don’t know. It could be going much deeper. I feel a bit scared.

Jack: But the spaces you’re being shown are under their control, so I think that you can trust them. It may be important for you to realize that there are other possibilities that are powerful.

Laura: Actually it’s kind of exciting. Now I want to know more.

There’s an area in the heart and lungs that is very soft. Not exactly painful but I guess it’s where I’m attached to things.

Jack: I see.

Yes, maybe that part feels threatened and that’s why you’re scared.

Laura: It’s OK actually. It’s all just happening. Now it’s relaxing me.

It’s all very malleable. It’s moving.

I think that’s what they want me to really understand – that it’s possible to move things around. Things are moving and changing all the time.

Jack: That’s right.

Laura: I get wave-like, you know… I think that’s the main communication today. We must not forget this.

Jack: It seems to me you’re being shown something about reality that you need to understand.

Laura: It’s the same rhythm as the ocean or a large body of water. I feel like that’s the rhythm. Also I’m feeling fire that’s shrinking the air. I guess maybe it’s the pulse of the Earth. We need to feel the body of the Earth.

Something’s happening to the Earth. She’s going to emanate, radiate lots of energy from the inside out. We need to listen.

Jack: Yes.

Laura: It’s a flow. It’s not coming from outside; it’s coming from inside the Earth. [pause]

The stars are the mirrors. [pause]

It’s changing now. They’re downloading information inside me. I don’t know what it is right now. But it’s much softer than I’ve felt before. At other times they’ve downloaded and it went really fast. Now it’s much more subtle – a very slow normal rate.

Jack: Yes, I remember it was almost violent last time. Now it seems very gentle.

Laura: I’m feeling very stable, very in tune with the body and in harmony with the mind. Just very good.

Jack: Great!

Laura: The heart area is radiating light. Just normal.

They’re showing me an image of my body – how it is when it’s normal – so I can come back to this image all the time. Basically it’s just a small outline around the edges and light radiating at the heart. Nothing complicated. [pause]

This is what I should use in my meditation.

Jack: Excellent. [pause]

Laura: There’s some light movement happening around my head. It’s like telepathy because it feels invisible.

Now I’m seeing small shapes – clouds of green light. They look like galaxies, far away galaxies… all different shapes… very pretty.

Jack: Yes, I think it’s important to have a better sense of the whole universe – how vast it is.

Laura: And also the love we share.

The whole of space is conscious and it is love.

Jack: Ah, beautiful. [pause]

Laura: I’m just enjoying being in this… It’s all just expansion.

Jack: You’re really being shown something.

Laura: They’re communicating light through the head area. It’s just communication, I can’t tell you right now what… it’s more information. Basically it’s how we communicate. I can make out waves from one entity to another. In the head area.

Jack: It’s very important what you’re getting there.

Laura: This is how we communicate in telepathy. It’s fantastic. [pause]

There’s not enough space in the whole of the body because it’s so tense. [pause] I don’t know why we’re so tense. The tension on Earth is too great.

Jack: Right. So, are we supposed to be doing something about that or…

Laura: Not really. It will pass. It will change. Well, we can learn to relax.

Jack: Right.

Laura: And be natural. But not… it won’t help to be more tense.

Jack: Right.

Laura: The suffering is already great.

Jack: Yes. [pause]

Laura: We’re in the Earth’s movements. We don’t create those movements.

Jack: No. [pause]

Laura: We can learn to communicate differently. Maybe that’s where we’re going… I don’t know…

Jack: It seems like you’re being told we need telepathy.

Laura: Yes, it’s possible. It’s always been there.

Jack: That’s right.

Laura: It’s very natural.

Jack: Yes.

Laura: It’s so much more relaxing. [chuckles]

I’m feeling a great sense of joy from this.

No matter what the Earth is emanating as the energy… It seems like it’s a huge blowup but not like any bomb that we’ve invented. Several rays of light are coming out from the center of the Earth. And if we remain intact physically, it’ll just pass right through us. Some people it won’t… It will affect different things in different ways.

Jack: Maybe today’s session is preparing you for this.

Laura: [begins coughing] Well, I feel that it’s showing me how we are.

It will help if we’re more relaxed.

Jack: Right.

Laura: We need to try to take it easy because it’s not going to matter what we do anyway. It doesn’t come from us. We can get ready by connecting to love and to space. Telepathy will happen if we relax. It will help to be centered and deep meditation will help because that will help others around us.

I’m seeing images of the material surface of the Earth dematerializing. It’s a nice image. Maybe we won’t even notice the change. I have no idea.

For sure the Earth is expressing… She’s… I find it so touching…

Jack: What is the Earth expressing?

Laura: Well, it’s something.

Jack: Something. OK.

Laura: For me it’s really touching.

Jack: Touching. OK.

Laura: She has her life you know.

Jack: That’s right.

Laura: She’s so much older. [pause]

I’m just… It’s funny now. It feels… I’m just seeing the play of humans running around on Earth doing things. [chuckles] Like we’re ants or something. Like they’ve… It’s just a cycle – it’s nobody’s fault. It’s just how it is.

Jack: Right.

Laura: It’s important to be here at this time because it’s happening now. I don’t need to go further. Into the future or into the past. Maybe we’re all here now. All the past lives… we’re all here. All our karmas have come together. If we would look around we would see there’s so much. It’s like a big meeting.

Jack: OK.

Laura: [chuckle] And the Earth is a speaker at this meeting. [pause]

Maybe she’ll grow… maybe she’ll double in size or something. But I mean energetically not physically. I keep having the vision that she’s emanating huge energy from the center out.

Jack: And this is going on right now, right?

Laura: Yeah. Well… Well, it’s going to happen soon but I mean it’s in the process. They’re…

Jack: I see.

Laura: But the full-blown thing has not happened yet. But they keep showing me this vision of the Earth doing that.

Jack: Ah.

Laura: Also I think maybe I’m being shown this so that I won’t worry. Because we’ve been having many waves of energy and all that is normal – that’s what they’re saying. That’s why it’s important to be able to relax. Just meditate, calm down, and let what’s happening happen. It will just pass through. [pause]

Yeah, that’s it. The more you resist the worse it will be. [pause]

I think I’m coming back now.

Jack: Yes. It’s time for us to end.

[Session ends]

Other postings in this series: Being Worked by Light, We’re All Just Energy, It Resonates, The Earth is Breathing, The Cross and the Star, The Time for Human Material Is Finished, The Body of Light, Earth Changes.

I Am My Being of Light

(La version originale en français se trouve dans l’article précédent.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2021, text and images)

Jack: So Guillaume. Can you describe a little where you are now?

Guillaume: I seem to be… In fact, I only see snow. Nothing else. It’s a little like the North Pole. Yes, it’s cold. However, it’s sunny. It’s not snowing. It’s not windy. I see only snow all the way to the horizon. I am alone. There are no tracks in the snow – as if no one came here. But I’m not afraid. I feel safe. I can see anything coming because there’s nothing in my way.

Jack: But you’re feeling OK, aren’t you, being there?

Guillaume: Yes

Jack: And are you dressed for being in the snow? Are you comfortable?

Guillaume: In fact, I’m dressed as if I was… a sweater, casual clothes. Feels perfect.

Jack: Excellent. Good. So just stay there for a while. This is the place your subconscious has chosen to begin with. So it’s good to be there. It’s sunny. And it’s white everywhere, right?

Guillaume: It’s so white it’s blinding. [pause]

Jack: OK. We need to wait for something to appear in this environment.

Guillaume: The wind has started to come up. It’s pushing me in a certain direction. It’s starting to get cold. I’m cold. All I can do is go forward because the wind is pushing me. It pushes me in a certain direction. I don’t really want to but the more I resist the harder it pushes.

Jack: Well then. You’d better just go ahead… But some part of you doesn’t want to?

Guillaume: It’s like a blizzard now, a wall of snow in front of me. Now it stops. I see tracks. I see a path in front of me.

Jack: A path. Good.

Guillaume: A path in the snow. I follow it. The further I go along the path the more the storm seems to stop. And I see an iglu in the distance. It seems peaceful over there. There seems to be smoke nearby. So now I’m going ahead.

Jack: Yes. Good.

Guillaume: The closer I get the warmer I feel.

The iglu is glowing. It’s like a white light that is blinding me. But it doesn’t bother me. I walk around the iglu. I try to understand. There’s nothing else around the iglu. There was only one path that led here, no other sign of life. I decide to enter.

Jack: Do you have to crawl through the entrance?

Guillaume: No, there was a wooden door. My dog was waiting for me nearby but once we entered he disappeared. I’m inside. I feel good. I mean, just now, it’s like all the tensions of my life have been dropped. [pause]

Jack: Are you there alone, just yourself?

Guillaume: Yes, I’m alone inside the iglu. It’s circular, round like an iglu. I see something like a portrait inside, a frame, a painting. I move closer. It’s portraits of me. In fact, it’s one painting, but the portraits change in a regular way.

It seems to be showing me various moments of my current life. It seems to be past lives too.

Then it hits me that I am always alone. You don’t see me surrounded by people. Sometimes my dog is in the painting with me also.

I see that, but I don’t understand very well what I’m looking at.

I turn around and there’s a door that has just appeared. It’s a door that appeared out of nowhere. Completely. It is pretty luminous. There’s a golden light that seems to be coming out of the door.

Quietly, I approach.

Jack: Yes, you need to do that.

Guillaume: It’s not easy. It seems like… I try to make it through the light. It seems like it’s pushing me back at the same time. I try to open the door, to pass through the door. It’s really hard. It seems as if it doesn’t want to let me… I’m invited in, but I have the impression that I have to make an effort to get through.

Then, I hear a voice asking me if I’m really ready for this. [pause]

I made it through. It was really difficult. [pause] It exhausted me. But I still feel good. It’s as if other tensions have left.

I am crying because I feel good.

Jack: Ah, yes. It’s natural to be crying, especially when a lot of tension disappears like that. Good. [pause]

Guillaume: I see myself. I am seated in a room filled with light. In fact, there is nothing but golden light. It seems blinding. Nothing else is visible.

I’m sitting on the ground, arms around my knees, and I’m crying. I don’t understand what’s happening.

Jack: Just stay there. It’s a little difficult because you don’t know exactly what’s happening right now. But of course what’s happening is that a lot of tension is being dropped. Perhaps later you will understand why you are crying, but for the moment it is important to just let that happen. Don’t try to stop it. You are there for a reason and it will become clear later.

We began the session by asking for help from two light beings so you could understand your mission better in this life and also so that the grey cloud following you might disappear.

So, where you are now in this room full of light, there is a possibility to contact one or both of the two light beings from the last session to help you get rid of what is draining your energy. But also to find a direction for your life, so you can understand where to are going. [pause]

Guillaume: My father has appeared in front of me.

Jack: Your father in the present life?

Guillaume: Yes.

He tells me not to worry.

There are several doors that appear before me.

He tells me it’s up to me to choose. He’s not going to tell me what to do. Wherever I go he will keep an eye on me… [pause]

There are three doors. I choose the door on the left. All three are luminous doors. I look at my father and he says that he doesn’t want to influence my choice and that it’s going to be OK.

Jack: The doors are luminous.

Guillaume: All three are identical. I don’t know what is behind them.

I choose to go through the left one.

Just before going through the door, my father tells me that there’s something I don’t need any more. I had something like a big red spider on my back. I had never noticed it before but it was stuck onto me. He took it off as if it had never been there and he pushes me through the door. He closes the door after me.

Jack: Your father got rid of the spider.

Guillaume: He took it off me as if it had never been there. It seemed to be stuck really hard.

Jack: OK. OK. Excellent.

Guillaume: He threw it to the ground. It disintegrated.

I’m already through the door.

Once again I just feel like crying.

I am looking at my body. My body is in the process of becoming transparent. I’m becoming like a gas.

I feel I’m being pulled, pulled up toward the sky.

I am… In fact, I’ve come back to where I was in the previous session. There are two beings here. They seem to be in a room where there is a globe.

Jack: Like last time.

Guillaume: Exactly.

Jack: Excellent. [pause]

Guillaume: I ask them what I’m doing here.

One of them says to me that I’m not a fast learner but that this time I’m willing to listen.

I see the globe. He… I see some… In fact, I understand that what he’s moving around are bits of my life. I see… The person on the right, who is generally luminous, decided to let me see his face. In fact, it is I. It is I who is moving around the pieces on the globe.

Jack: That’s interesting. So you recognize yourself.

Guillaume: Yes. I understand that it’s up to me to influence my life.

Jack: That’s right. Exactly.

Guillaume: It makes me feel brave and confident.

Jack: Yes.

Guillaume: The other person tells me not to worry. That person is still luminous. The person who is moving around the pieces on the globe becomes luminous again.

Now I notice that the three of us are attached by a cord of light.

My dog has just appeared. He is beside me. He too has a cord. He seems good.

From what I understand, the dog was placed in my life for a reason. I also understand that… I need to understand that I can’t use my dog forever. I haven’t a lot of time to make changes.

Jack: Yes. That’s right.

Guillaume: Otherwise, I’m going to have to start over.

I feel discouraged.

Jack: You feel discouraged now?

Guillaume: Yes. Yes.

They tell me not to worry. To just keep listening. Now.

Everything will fall into place in the next few weeks. And that I need to remain attentive.

That I should think about meditating a bit more.

Jack: Yes, for sure. That is going to help also.

And to remember that just a little while ago you felt brave and confident. I think it’s up to you to not become discouraged, but to remember that when you were in the presence of those two beings of light, you felt brave and confident. And you can contact them again when you need to. Can you feel that? [pause]

Guillaume: Yes, I can feel that when…

Jack: In any case, you understand me…

Guillaume: Yes. They say that it’s up to me to make the effort to ask and then they will come toward me.

Jack: Yes. Exactly. It’s up to you to take the initiative to make the contact. You’ve been shown a path, a road to be followed. So you can come back to the same road later.

Guillaume: They’ve told me that’s enough, that it’s time to leave.

Jack: Yes, that’s right. Of course.

Guillaume: I pass through the door.

Jack: OK

Guillaume: They tell me not to worry. I have always made it through in life and that I don’t need to change that.

I pass through the door.

I have appeared in a forest.

Jack: Ah, good.

Guillaume: In fact, it’s the same forest as in my first session.

I’m looking around. And I see paths. I understand that one path is going to lead to where there is snow and the other to a clearing. All the places where I feel good are connected. But I understand that I need to return to the clearing.

Jack: Yes, the clearing, yes.

Guillaume: So I go off toward it. My dog has just reappeared. He’s running… I follow him. It’s sunny. It’s warm. I’m happy.

Jack: Happy. Excellent.

Guillaume: I stretch out on the ground. I rest.

My dog comes and lies down beside me. I notice that he still has the luminous cord around him. I have mine around me also. We are connected. I see that the cord goes up into the sky too. I had never noticed that before.

I notice I am like… ah, I don’t know… I’m more transpa… I am more transparent than usual. Yes. There is a sort of red light coming out of me. And there’s a green light too. And others.

My dog is looking at me. Then he speaks to me. In fact, he winks at me.

He says to me, “It’s already started. You can go.” [pause]

I have the impression that I’m coming back into my body. I feel my body. I realize that I’m in my bed. I feel the bed. I’m taking back ownership… It’s burning.

Jack: Burning?

Guillaume: Yes, it’s prickling everywhere in my legs, in…

Jack: Yes, you’ve come back.

Guillaume: I realize that I have just regained consciousness.

Jack: Yes, I believe you can open your eyes now and be back in your bed, in the bedroom where you are. You need to take a little time now to come back completely. It would be good to walk a little, drink some water.

Guillaume: It feels like I slept for weeks!

Other postings in this series: The Ball of Light (June 2016); Violence and Its Lessons; I Am My Being of Light.

Je suis mon être de lumière

(In the next post you will find an English translation of this session.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2021, texte et images)

Jack : Alors Guillaume. Est-ce que tu peux décrire un peu où tu es maintenant ?

Guillaume : Je semblais être … En fait, je ne vois que de la neige. Il n’y a absolument rien. C’est un peu comme le pôle Nord. Oui, il fait froid. Par contre, il y a du soleil. Il ne neige pas. Il ne vente pas. Je vois que de la neige à l’horizon. Je suis seul. Il n’y a aucune trace dans la neige, comme si personne n’était venu. Mais, je n’ai pas peur. Je me sens en sécurité. Je peux voir tout ce qui va arriver près de moi parce qu’il n’y a aucun obstacle.

Jack : Mais tu te sens bien, n’est-ce pas, en étant là?

Guillaume : Oui

Jack : Et est-ce que tu es habillé comme pour être dans la neige ? Tu es confortable ?

Guillaume : En fait, je suis habillé comme si j’étais… avec un chandail puis casual, là. Ça me convient parfaitement.

Jack : Ça te convient. Bon. Alors juste reste là pour un temps. C’est le lieu que le subconscient a choisit pour commencer. Alors c’est bien d’être là. Il y a du soleil. Et c’est blanc partout, eh ?

Guillaume : Cela en est aveuglant tellement que c’est blanc. [pause]

Jack : Bon, il faut attendre que quelque chose paraît dans cet environnement.

Guillaume : Il s’est mis à venter. Ça me pousse dans une direction. Il commence à faire froid. J’ai froid. Je n’ai pas le choix d’avancer. Le vent me pousse. Il me pousse dans une direction. Je n’ai comme pas envie, mais plus je résiste, plus il pousse fort.

Jack : Mais alors… Peut-être tu devrais commencer d’avancer… Mais, il y a une partie de toi qui ne veut pas ?

Guillaume : Cela a fait comme un blizzard, un mur de neige devant moi. Cela a arrêté, je vois des traces. Je vois un sentier qui est en avant de moi.

Jack : Un sentier. Bon.

Guillaume : Un sentier dans la neige. Je le suis. Plus que je m’avance sur le sentier, la tempête semble s’arrêter. Et je vois qu’il y a un iglou au loin. Ça semble calme là-bas. Il semble y avoir de la fumée à proximité. Fait que je m’avance.

Jack : Oui. Bien.

Guillaume : Plus j’approche, moins j’ai froid.

L’iglou brille. C’est comme une lumière blanche qui m’aveugle. Mais ça ne me dérange pas. Je fais le tour de l’iglou. J’essaie de comprendre. Il n’y a rien autour de l’iglou. Il n’y avait qu’un sentier qui se rendait là, aucune autre trace de vie. J’ai décidé de rentrer.

Jack : Est-ce qu’il faut grimper pour entrer ?

Guillaume : Non, il y avait une porte en bois. Mon chien m’attendait à côté. Mon chien est entré avec moi, mais une fois entré il a disparu. Je suis à l’intérieur. Je me sens bien, je veux dire, actuellement, c’est comme si toutes les tensions de ma vie se sont relâchées. [pause]

Jack : Est-ce tu es là tout seul, juste toi ?

Guillaume : Oui, je suis seul à l’intérieur de l’iglou. C’est circulaire, c’est rond comme un iglou. Je vois qu’il y a comme un portrait à l’intérieur, un cadre, une peinture. Je m’approche. Ce sont des portraits de moi. En fait, c’est une peinture, mais les portraits changent de façon régulière.

Ça semble me représenter, mais différents moments de ma vie actuelle. Ça semble aussi être des vies antérieures.

Puis, ce qui me frappe, c’est que je suis toujours seul. On ne me voit pas entouré de gens. Parfois, mon chien est sur les peintures aussi avec moi.

Je vois ça, mais je ne comprends pas trop ce que je vois.

Je me retourne, et il y a une porte qui vient d’apparaître. C’est une porte qui apparaît dans le vide, complètement. Elle est assez lumineuse. Il y a une lumière dorée qui semble sortir par la porte.

Je m’approche tranquillement.

Jack : Oui. Il faut faire ça.

Guillaume : C’est pas facile. On dirait que… J’essaie de pénétrer au travers de la lumière. On dirait que, c’est comme si ça me repoussait en même temps. J’essaie d’ouvrir la porte, et de passer au travers de la porte. C’est vraiment dur, là. C’est comme si elle ne voulait pas me…Ça m’invite, mais j’ai l’impression que je dois faire un effort pour y aller.

Puis, j’entends une voix qui me demande si je suis vraiment prêt à ça. [pause]

J’ai réussi à rentrer. Ça a été vraiment difficile. [pause] Ça m’a épuisé. Mais je me sens encore bien. Il y a comme d’autres tensions qui sont parties.

Je pleure parce que je me sens bien.

Jack : Ah, oui. C’est naturel de pleurer, surtout quand une quantité de tensions disparaissent comme ça. Bon. [pause]

Guillaume : Je me vois. Je suis assis à l’intérieur de la pièce remplie de lumière. En fait, il n’y a que la lumière dorée, ça semble aveuglant, on ne voit rien d’autre.

Je suis assis au sol, je me tiens les jambes et je pleure. Je ne comprends pas ce qui se passe.

Jack : Juste reste là. C’est un peu difficile parce que tu ne sais pas exactement ce qui arrive là, mais bien sûr ce qui arrive c’est qu’il y a beaucoup de tensions qui s’en vont. Peut-être plus tard tu vas comprendre pourquoi tu pleures, mais pour le moment c’est important de juste laisser ça arriver. N’essaie pas d’arrêter de faire ça. Tu es là pour une raison et ça va devenir plus clair après.

Nous avons commencé la session pour demander de l’aide de ces deux êtres de lumière pour que tu puisses comprendre mieux ta mission dans la vie et aussi pour que le nuage gris disparaisse de toi.

Alors, là où tu es maintenant dans la pièce de lumière, il y a une possibilité de contacter un ou deux des êtres de lumière de la dernière session pour t’aider de te débarrasser de ce qui te draine de ton énergie. Mais aussi de prendre une direction dans la vie, de sorte que tu puisses comprendre où tu vas. [pause]

Guillaume : Mon père est apparu devant moi.

Jack : Ton père dans la vie actuelle ?

Guillaume : Oui.

Il me dit de ne pas m’inquiéter.

Il y a plusieurs portes qui apparaissent devant moi.

Il me dit que ça va être à moi de choisir, pas à lui de me dire quoi faire. Peu importe où est-ce que j’allais, il allait garder un œil sur moi… [pause]

Il y a trois portes. Je choisis celle de gauche. Les trois sont des portes lumineuses. Je regarde mon père, et  il me dit qu’il ne veut pas influencer mon choix, mais qu’il n’y aura pas de problème.

Jack : Les portes sont lumineuses.

Guillaume : Les trois sont identiques. Je ne sais pas ce qui est derrière.

 J’ai choisi celle de gauche pour rentrer.

Juste avant de passer la porte, mon père me dit qu’il y a de quoi dont je n’avais plus besoin. J’avais comme une grosse araignée rouge dans le dos. Je ne l’avais pas remarquée avant, mais elle était accrochée. Il me l’a enlevée comme si de rien n’était, et il me pousse à travers la porte. Il la referme derrière moi.

Jack : Ton père a enlevé l’araignée.

Guillaume : Il l’a enlevée comme si de rien n’était. Ça semblait bien accroché.

Jack : OK. OK. Excellent.

Guillaume : Il l’a lancée au sol. Elle s’est désintégrée.

J’ai passé la porte encore.

J’ai juste encore envie de pleurer.

Je regarde mon corps. Mon corps est en train de devenir transparent. Je deviens comme un gaz.

Je me sens aspiré, aspiré vers le ciel.

Je suis… En fait, je suis revenu où est-ce que j’étais à ma dernière session. Il y a deux êtres. Ils me semblent dans une pièce où est-ce qu’il y a un globe.

Jack : Comme la dernière fois.

Guillaume : Exactement.

Jack : Excellent. [pause]

Guillaume : Je leur demande qu’est-ce que je fais ici.

Il y en a un qui me dit que je ne comprends pas vite, mais que cette fois-ci j’étais prêt à écouter.

Je vois le globe. Il… Je vois des… En fait, je comprends que ce qu’il déplace, c’est des morceaux de ma vie. Je vois… La personne de droite, qui est en général lumineuse, a décidé de me laisser voir son visage. En fait, c’est moi. C’est moi qui déplace des pièces sur le globe.

Jack : C’est intéressant. Alors, tu te reconnais.

Guillaume : Oui. Je comprends que c’est à moi d’influencer ma vie.

Jack : C’est ça exactement.

Guillaume : Ça me donne du courage.

Jack : Oui.

Guillaume : L’autre personne me dit de ne pas m’en faire. Elle reste toujours lumineuse. La personne qui déplaçait les pièces sur le globe redevient lumineuse.

Là, je remarque que les trois nous sommes tous rattachés par une corde de lumière. [pause]

Mon chien vient d’apparaître. Il est à côté de moi. Il a, lui aussi, une corde. Il semble bien.

De ce que je comprends, c’est que le chien a été placé là, sur ma vie, mais il y avait une raison. Je comprends aussi que…  Il faut comprendre que je ne pourrais pas utiliser mon chien éternellement. Je n’avais plus grand temps pour effectuer des changements.

Jack : Oui. C’est ça.

Guillaume : Sinon, j’allais devoir recommencer. [pause]

Je me sens découragé.

Jack : Tu te sens découragé maintenant ?

Guillaume : Oui. Oui.

Ils me disent de ne pas m’en faire. De juste rester à l’écoute, là.

Tout devrait se mettre en place d’ici quelques semaines. Que je devais rester attentif.

Que je devrais peut-être penser à méditer un peu plus.

Jack: Oui, bien sûr. Ça va aider aussi.

Et de te rappeler que juste il y a quelque temps tu as senti du courage. Je crois que c’est ta responsabilité de ne pas décourager, mais de te rappeler que quand tu as été dans la présence de ces deux êtres de lumière, tu sentais du courage. Et tu peux refaire un contact avec eux quand tu en as besoin. Est-ce que tu peux sentir ça ? [pause]

Guillaume : Oui, je peux sentir que quand …

Jack : Tu m’entends en tout cas…

Guillaume : Oui. Ils disent que ça va être à moi de faire l’effort de le demander et qu’ils ne viendront pas vers moi.

Jack : Oui. Exactement. C’est à toi de prendre une initiative pour faire un contact avec. On t’a montré un sentier, un chemin à suivre. Alors tu peux retourner dans le même chemin plus tard

Guillaume : Ils m’ont dit que c’était assez, qu’il était temps de quitter.

Jack : Oui, c’est ça. Bien sûr.

Guillaume : Je passe la porte.

Jack : OK.

Guillaume : Ils me disent de ne pas m’en faire. J’ai toujours persévéré dans la vie, et que je ne devrais pas changer ça.

Je passe la porte.

Je suis apparu dans une forêt.

Jack : Ah, bon.

Guillaume : En fait, c’est la même forêt que… à ma première session.

Je regarde autour. Et je vois des sentiers. Je comprends qu’un sentier va mener où est-ce qu’il y a de la neige, l’autre à une clairière. C’est toutes des places connectées, où je me sens bien. Mais je comprends qu’il faut que je retourne à la clairière.

Jack : Oui, la clairière, oui.

Guillaume : Alors, je me dirige vers là. Mon chien vient de réapparaître. Il court… Je le suis. Il y a du soleil. C’est chaud. Je me sens heureux.

Jack : Heureux. Excellent.

Guillaume : Je m’allonge sur le sol, je me laisse reposer.

Mon chien vient se coucher à côté de moi. Je remarque qu’il a toujours la corde lumineuse autour de lui. J’ai la mienne aussi autour de moi, on est connectés. Je vois qu’elle se dirige vers le ciel aussi. Je ne l’avais jamais remarqué avant.

Je remarque je suis comme… ah, je sais pas… je suis plus transpa… je suis plus transparent qu’à l’habitude. Oui. Il y a comme une sorte de lumière rouge qui sort de moi. Et il y en a une verte aussi. Il y en a d’autres.

Mon chien me regarde, puis il me parle. En fait, il me fait un clin d’œil.

Il me dit, « Ça a déjà commencé. Tu peux t’en aller. » [pause]

J’ai l’impression que je suis en train de revenir dans mon corps. Je sens mon corps. Je réalise que je suis dans mon lit. Je sens le lit. Je reprends possession… Ça brûle.

Jack : Ça brûle ?

Guillaume : Oui, ça picote partout dans mes jambes, dans…

Jack : Oui, tu es retourné.

Guillaume : Je réalise que je viens de prendre conscience.

Jack : Oui, je crois que tu peux ouvrir tes yeux maintenant et être de retour dans ton lit, dans la chambre où tu es. Il faut prendre un peu de temps maintenant pour revenir complètement. Il serait bien de marcher un peu, prendre de l’eau.

Guillaume : C’est comme si j’avais dormi des semaines !

D’autres articles dans cette série : La boule de lumière (juin, 2016) ; La violence et ses leçons (juillet, 2019); Je suis mon être de lumière (février, 2021).

The Body of Light

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2020, text and images)

Jack: It’s good at the beginning to connect with the permanent silence that is behind all things.

And to recognize the need to ask for whatever help and protection is appropriate to be provided for this journey. [pause]

As we begin, you can feel the horizon moving further and further out. We’re really on the edge of a universal vastness. [pause]

Realize that space is being provided, almost like a container for the experience that needs to take place now so that Laura receives light and information that’s going to be helpful to her earthly journey. [pause]

Maybe, Laura, you could say what’s taking place right now as a way of beginning.

Laura: I feel that I’m settling in space. [pause]

My body feels lighter.

Jack: Yes, that’s good. There’s a process that is now engaged. A process of transformation in order to lead on to something else, to whatever is most important for you to see or experience. [pause]

Laura: [puzzled intonation] I’m getting a sound. Like an antenna. Like a radio sound frequency. It’s a high-pitched frequency. It’s a left brain thing. It’s there now. It’s there. I don’t know what it is.

Jack: We don’t quite know yet what’s going on but just stay with it. When you say radio it’s probably a transmission of some kind.

Laura: Yes, it’s got that transmission sound. [pause]

It sounds like it’s working. Like a tool.

Jack: Right.

Something needs to be done so there’s a tool working on it.

Laura: I know… Oh… I know I’ve been feeling something there before. It would come up you know. Like tensions in my brain. And now there’s a tool like a dentist would use. That’s what it sounds like. It’s very high pitched. It’s sort of… It’s like in space… It’s not… But it makes sense that it’s there. [pause]

Jack: But it has to do with your physical body too though doesn’t it? Or does it?

Laura: Recently I’ve been having, like I said, these tensions in this same part of the brain. They would just come up.

Jack: So is there a release of tension taking place? Or is it being modified in some way?

Laura: I think it’s more that it’s being modified. [pause]

It’s also affecting my finger. [chuckling] The finger is related too and that’s funny. [pause]

It seems to have finished. [pause]

Jack: Yes, often these sessions are to accomplish some kind of adjustment.

Laura: That’s exactly what it feels like. It feels like they’re fixing, adjusting – as if I’m an antenna or something.

Jack: It’s probably very important. It also implies a capacity to receive. That’s what an antenna is for. [pause]

Laura: It feels like they’re putting energy into me. It’s kind of intense. Sort of quick flows of energy. Like a Morse code or something.

Jack: But more complicated than that probably.

Laura: Yes. Something… It comes from the head down.

Jack: Do you mean down into the body?

Laura: Yes. Down into the body. [pause]

It’s a bit strenuous

Jack: But it’s not painful is it?

Laura: No it’s not painful. [pause]

It’s condensed information. And as soon as I said it’s a bit strenuous, they tried to make it wider. But it feels like it’s condensed stuff.

Jack: Like a zip file, an archive file.

Laura: Yes.

Jack: In order to make the transmission easier it has to be compressed.

Laura: It feels a bit lighter now. [pause]

There’s still activity although it’s less intense than before.

Jack: OK. [pause]

Laura: It feels like the top of my head is being lifted off. It’s really strange. It’s like I’ve got a… [sigh] It feels like there’s a universe on top of my head. There are movements of circles. You know, the universe moves. But it’s attached. I’m attached to it. I can feel it. But much smoother than that downloading.

Jack: Don’t be distracted by the strangeness of it. It’s just unusual. You know what’s there. You know what’s taking place.

Laura: I feel my body but I’m inside my body, I’m in my head. And there’s all this space and… What’s weird is that it’s here and it’s inside.

Jack: Try not to conclude anything about it or think about it too much. It’s just that you’re being shown something. And I think the word “space” is really key. As if you’re inhabiting a much bigger space. [pause]

Laura: My hands are very… The energy has moved in there… So my hands feel… I wouldn’t say heavy but “intense.” And I feel like a blue color, a clear blue color, a white blue, like ice. The hands and forearms feel very solid. At the same time it’s showing me that this is a connection. [pause] It’s very simple actually.

Jack: When you say a connection – a connection to what?

Laura: Sort of a flowing of energy.

Jack: I see. [pause]

Laura: So I still feel the hands and forearms. It’s intense. They feel very present. I’m relaxed and this energy is just flowing through my body. [pause]

It feels also very strong. Like ice, very hard. A solid feeling. Compared to the rest of my body which feels spacious and not there really. And then there are these two blocks, my forearms, that are solid. [pause]

OK so now it’s reversed. The energy is flowing from my forearms up through my head and beyond. And I feel the color red. Like fire. [pause]

Now I’m focusing more on my throat. There seems to be a tension in my neck. And there’s a light blue color. Like a ray of straight lights cutting through it. That’s very releasing; that feels good. In the throat area.

Jack: Is that a white light cutting through it?

Laura: Yes, a bluish white light. And it’s vertical. Because it goes through the whole head. There’s a lot of tension that’s being released there. [pause]

It feels like my aura is changing. And it’s changing into figures. Sort of like an animal feeling. With horns and stuff.

Jack: OK.

Laura: It feels organic. And my forearms are thick. Sort of like a bull.

Jack: Yes. A bull.

Laura: It’s changing, it’s forming, it’s moving, waving.

Jack: You must have a feeling of power.

Laura: Exactly. [pause]

It’s the head, the forearms. [pause] And the feeling of red. [pause]

Down in the chest area. In the heart. [pause]

I still have that tension in the neck.

Jack: It would probably be good to be connected to your breathing to help this…

Laura: It feels like I’m letting off steam.

Jack: Maybe you could feel your feet stamping… [pause]

Laura: And it rolls up to my head and these horns are really… It’s in my chest and goes up through my head and out. [pause]

It seems that it… the heart area is where it’s expanding. It feels like my whole chest is just one big heart. [pause]

And it’s calmed down. Just relaxing.

Now from my chest there’s a whitish color of light going towards the top of my head and past it. It’s very light and relaxing.

Jack: Good. [pause]

Laura: It seems that there’s fire around me. I’m fine with it. It’s not a…

Jack: It’s not damaging though, right?

Laura: No, it’s just like a visual fire. It’s not affecting me.

Jack: Maybe “flames” are better than “fire.”

Laura: Yes, “flames.” Exactly.

Jack: Yes, it’s a type of energy. It’s in movement, right? Constant movement.

Laura: Exactly. All around me. [pause]

The energy is going upwards. All through my body from the feet up. [pause]

It feels like I’m transforming more into light now.

This feels more like my natural body.

Jack: We’ve been working quite a while already. It may be necessary soon to come back to your natural body. Maybe as you are coming back you could see if there is any message in words that you might receive related to what you experienced. Or there may not be a message.

Laura: I recognize the light. It’s the light that I’m in contact with. And as I’m speaking we’re connected – the forehead and the left side of my head.

It’s got a circular shape. But it’s a wave. There’s a contact in the wave. And this is a connection. [pause]

It’s showing me something like the letter “Z.” A zigzag form. [pause]

I’m settling into my body now.

Jack: Good.

Laura: It’s much lighter and the colors are much more whitish now. It was a deep cleansing. [pause]

I see movement, constant movement like rays of shooting out from my body. It’s just moving. It’s actually showing me what’s really going on.

Jack: Right.

Laura: Showing me what I wasn’t really aware of. It looks like the sun actually. The way the sun moves on its surface.

So this is what it is. It’s a body of light. [pause]

My body feels much more flexible now. It’s in constant movement like flames but in colors of blue and in various shapes that look like flames. And it’s moving so much. It’s hard to describe.

Jack: It would seem this is the result of all the work that’s been done. And everything that’s taken place before the session.

Laura: Now there’s like a whirlpool of light above my head. It seems like all these flames are going up there in the whirlpool. [long pause]

Now the energy around me looks like an aurora borealis. Greenish blue. And the same way.

Jack: Still in movement, right?

Laura: Yes. Non-stop. [pause]

It feels like this is my new body.

Jack: OK.

Laura: It feels like I can just stay here forever.

Jack: In other words it’s very comfortable?

Laura: Very comfortable. I’m just going to walk around this way.

Jack: OK. [pause]

Laura: It feels like… It’s actually… My body is constant movement… It’s always doing this.

Jack: That’s right. It’s always surrounded by light. Moving light. It’s just we’re not usually aware of it.

Laura: It’s so sensitive. The moving textures, the lights. Hot, cold. [pause]

Jack: Well, I think we do need to gradually come back to an ordinary existence. To some extent anyway.

Laura: OK.

Jack: It’s usually good not to go too much past the amount of time we’ve spent so far. So just see how you can manage that without abruptness, without hurry. Gradually coming back into something that would allow you to move. [pause]

Laura: That was really nice. It was like a massage.

Jack: An extraterrestrial massage.

Other postings in this series: Being Worked by Light, We’re All Just Energy, It Resonates, The Earth is Breathing, The Cross and the Star, The Time for Human Material Is Finished, The Body of Light.

Undoing Knots of Anger

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, text and images)

[In this session, Samuel continues his relationship and interaction with the two guardians from another realm.]

Samuel: They’ve been working on my feeling. I realize now that’s what connects me to them. That’s the medium. That’s the language. The language of feeling.

Jack: It’s almost as if it’s a real physical conduit.

Samuel: Yes. Yes. Absolutely. Just in your saying that I feel it and I see how I need to relax.

Jack: Yes, there needs to be great relaxation.

Samuel: I’ve also been seeing that I haven’t been breathing deeply enough. It was pointed out to me by my physical therapist. And it’s part of what we’re talking about because the breath connects to… It’s prana. It’s life.

Jack: Yes.

Samuel: And that connects to the feeling.

Jack: And it can be helpful even when people don’t understand the esoteric nature of it. Just the physical is fine; it’s still helpful.

Samuel: Because inevitably the physical begins to open to other sources of life because it’s all connected. It’s not isolated.

So I hear myself talking now and feel the listening of [the guardians]. I need to come back to them. Because I go off on my idea of things

Jack: Well, it’s good to see that.

Samuel: It’s not that the ideas are not needed and that’s just another way of getting into the world. But it so quickly becomes disconnected from the source of feeling and I see it in my meditations.

Jack: You know, the whole inner world is – it seems to me – working very hard to move the planet in the right direction – and the inhabitants of the planet – and what you are doing is part of that. And what they’re doing is part of that. [30:00]

The scale. The scale of things. [pause]

Samuel: Yes. I feel that scale now.

They’re here in the room.

Jack: Yes, I’m sure they are. So, it’s a special opportunity in a way. Maybe nothing needs to be said. Maybe it’s just a question of absorption or… contact.

Samuel: I feel the rightness though of your asking earlier whether I have a question, what question I might pose to them. In feeling and maybe in words. Just that. I need to ask for guidance.

Jack: You mentioned earlier that you had a question about anger.

Samuel: Yes. It was sparked by an incident.

I was in the car when my route guidance gave out on me. I was pounding it. I told my wife, “You wouldn’t believe how I acted out in the car. I’m so glad you weren’t there.” And I couldn’t believe myself how this anger… There’s a lot of anger Jack that I’m carrying. I need to do some work on that.

Jack: Everyone is carrying some of that. It has to be faced.

Samuel: I’m angry about something – really angry. I was shocked at how angry I got at a wrong turn. It was just so miniscule and irrelevant. And it just… this incredible anger came out. And I see it too in all kinds of everyday moments where it just leaks out in the most inappropriate way – usually with my loved ones.

Jack: You probably saw the movie “Tootsie.”

Samuel: Yes.

Jack: Dustin Hoffman was interviewed after that movie and was asked if playing the part of a woman changed anything for him. And he said, “Well, yes actually. When I’m driving on the expressway and I miss my turn, I don’t get as upset.” I always felt there was something significant about that.

Samuel: I love that, Jack.

Jack: And you could even ask right now if there’s any help you could get with that area. Why not?

Samuel: Yes. They’re here to help me.

Oh. It’s something about forgiveness. [pause] It’s a very wide embrace of forgiveness. For myself and for others.

Jack: Yes, both.

Samuel: Boy, that response came to me almost as soon as I asked the question. In fact, it was right on top of it.

Jack: Direct.

Samuel: Oh, my God. Oh. Oh.

Jack: Seize the moment.

Samuel: Oh, I can feel it from them. [pause]

Oh, it’s like a blessing. Oh.

Jack: Yes, it is a blessing. [pause]

Samuel: I’m just feeling what they’re giving. What’s coming through them. [pause]

Jack: Yes, it’s really a contact with another level. We have that possibility.

Samuel: They’re right here. I’m just lying on a… on this slab of stone actually. I’m swathed in this very light cloth. [pause] It’s as if I died and was lying there. And yet I’m alive. And they’re on either side.

Jack: Yes, you’re being shown something there.

Samuel: And they’re with me so wholly. [pause]

And they’re lifting me up. [pause] Towards the light. It’s a very soft light in this… It’s like a temple. It’s like a miniature of the Pantheon with the light coming from up above. A stone temple and I’m lying on the altar. Very peaceful.

I have a very clear sense of this room. There are people in the shadows actually. The disciples. They’re around the edge of the room. It’s a round room. And I’m glowing. My eyes are closed.

Jack: Your eyes are closed?

Samuel: My eyes are closed and I’m lying on this stone altar, right in the middle. I’m very peaceful. Very quiet. And this light is coming down and bathing me. It’s a kind of ceremony… of light… of this soft light up above. And I can… It’s so bright up above. I really can’t see where the light is coming from, what the opening is, because it’s so bright. But it’s a very soft light in the room and dark at the edges where the disciples are standing quietly, holding their hands together in front of them. Absolutely still.

And somehow the guardians are there, larger than the disciples. The disciples are human. And the guardians are not. They’re formless and they’re large. And they’re essential to the ceremony – whatever it is. So it’s a little similar to an experience I’ve had before of them working on me but… I can’t tell what they’re doing. They’re engaged in something but I don’t know what it is. It has to do with me.

Now it comes to me that it’s some kind of exorcism. Maybe related to my anger. I’m not sure.

Jack: It could well be. That’s what we started out with, yes.

Samuel: But they’re relieving me of some burden. They’re unburdening me. I don’t know how except that they’re working at all the points of attachment of this burden. They’re undoing them in some way. Like undoing a knot. Like this burden is woven into me and they’re slowly and patiently just loosening all the bounds of this burden. And they need me to be completely still and quiet.

Jack: Yes.

Samuel: And not to interfere with them. I see that as I interfere they can’t undo them. I just have to trust. I have to have a faith in them. And the feeling is very important as a kind of medium to facilitate this untying. And I have a sense of this… of what I’m possessed with. It’s not dark in any way. It’s simply a burden. It’s like something that’s taking up space. It’s not malevolent really. But it has a pernicious effect. Fear is part of it. It isn’t it, but it’s part of it. It’s in my gut, in the solar plexus. It’s holding something back. It’s simply in the way. [pause]

And the disciples are there as witnesses. I feel them praying. They’re praying for me, quietly. I’m surrounded by them. They’re in a circle around the edge of the room. I feel such love from them. The love that has no ties, requirements or anything. Just a purity. [pause] Their prayer for me to be free of this burden. And there’s something about why I need to be free of this burden. [2 minute pause]

Everything is in movement. There’s no describing it. I’ve lost track of the relationship in that room and the… And I see I can’t hold onto it. It’s not something I can create.

Jack: No, but you were shown something very clearly though.

Samuel: I need to let go of it actually right now because I can feel a kind of forcing that brings up all sorts of things that aren’t relevant.

Jack: Right. Your ordinary mind will attempt now to make something of all that. But just try to retain the visual images.

Samuel: Yes, just your saying that is helpful because it comes back. It has an incredible durability – all of these images are extraordinarily durable

Jack: Yes, the images are very strong but don’t let the mind embroider them, or dilute them, or pervert them, or whatever…

Samuel: That’s it – it’s a perversion. That’s right.

Jack: There’s a purity. There’s a purity in those images that you never could have imagined.

Samuel: I couldn’t have. I don’t know where they came from… Except from these two companions with me right now who are just calming me down. And the message I’m getting is – Allow this change to happen. Allow this transformation to happen. Don’t try to force anything.

Jack: Right, you can’t force anything. [pause]

Well, we’re very privileged. Both of us.

Samuel: Thanks for that reminder.

Jack: This doesn’t happen to everybody.

Samuel: It’s amazing.

Jack: Yes. Totally.

Samuel: It’s amazing – the talk of this anger and then immediately the force is gathered for an exorcism. It’s amazing. Just amazing.

Jack: Yes. Just ask.

Samuel: Amazing. [pause]

Ah. Wow! I didn’t anticipate that!

Jack: That’s the greatest gift – when you couldn’t possibly have imagined…

Samuel: God. I start down at the breakfast table. And then coming up and just lying here. Gosh, what a journey.

Jack: Yes, this isn’t just a walk around the block…

Samuel: And they’re here with me right now very strongly, Jack.

Jack: Very strongly?

Samuel: Yes, very strongly. And they’re very large. They’re amorphous but they’re really big in the room. And they’re bearing me up in a certain way. Just not in any realm that makes any sense you know.

Jack: This is the other realm. The realm we live most of our time in is the one that’s illusory. And all the great masters have said that but we have trouble accepting it.

Samuel: They’re so pure, Jack.

Jack: Yes.

Samuel: They’re so pure. I feel blessed by their presences.

Other postings in this series: The Fact of God, The Disciples, The Orb Smiles, Kindly Bent to Ease Us, Porousness, The Missing “Wide Horizon,” Transfusion, The Coyote and Love, Untying the Knots of Anger.

The Time for Human Material Is Finished

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, text and images)

Jack: So Laura let’s see where to begin. Sometimes I like to start with a safe place, some place that’s agreeable – maybe the ocean because of your experience at Deauville. Your subconscious knows the best place. And then when something appears you can tell me about it.

Laura: I’m floating in the ocean.

But also the connection is already made through the top of my head. It seems the practice is really… that’s the easiest.

Jack: Sorry, what’s easiest? Practice?

Laura: I’ve been practicing with the connection on the top of my head.

Jack: Ah, I see.

Laura: And that’s really where it’s happening.

Jack: Of course, that is the point of contact in a way. And that’s why we have a body, in order to be able to feel that connection take place.

Laura: And my body – that’s it – it has just loosened up. And I realize that the light is also me. I mean it’s… The light beings are… I’m also the light beings.

It’s like the water movement and the… There’s no difference between inside my body and outside. And I have this… It’s like a stick of light going up from my head and down into it…

Jack: Like a beam of light…

Laura: Like a beam of light. I remember in an earlier session there was a beam of light in my solar plexus but it’s stronger today through the head.

Jack: Yes, well just stay with it. No need to explain it of course. Just be with it and observe that there’s a movement inside. As you said, it’s both inside and outside. [pause]

Would you say there’s a certain action taking place?

Laura: Yes, it’s like I’m warming up. Once again the hands are very warm. Intense. There’s more energy around my hands. And my whole body, you know… I’m being filled up with energy or something. It feels really nice. It just feels like I’m empty – like I’m just a container. It feels like I’m just going to my natural state of light.

That’s what I need to be.

Jack: That’s right.

Laura: They’re saying I can be like this always.

Jack: They’re saying that to you?

Laura: Yes. They’re saying it’s OK. I shouldn’t be afraid…

I’m still resisting. I’ve got this emotion of resisting… [sigh] It’s hard to believe.

Jack: Well… You are incarnated as a human being… Also. It sounds human.

Laura: Now there’s a… It feels like a twist in my head area. It’s rotating let’s say sideways from the top of my forehead down to my chin. It’s like in that circle… not upwards. I don’t know how to explain.

Jack: OK. Something else is taking place. [pause]

Laura: There’s nothing much to do. It’s just to be. [pause]

This could be my last life but it’s not sure… I have no memories of my other lives.

Jack: Sometimes it’s not necessary.

Laura: That’s right. What’s done is done. [pause]

There are just very subtle movements. It’s true – that connection I had in the water – that’s what it is. Through the elements – air, water, fire, and earth.

I can let go of the body.

I’m asking them, well, how are they going to help others? And they say they just connect. It doesn’t need to be spoken.

It’s the elements that are being detached and connected. Because their consciousness is there. And it’s OK for humans to have confusion.

Jack: Because that’s part of being human…

Laura: Yes. And I should learn to rejoice.

But it’s all being done anyways. [pause]

And now I have a huge bowl of light over my head. It’s like one of those round antennas that are like a bowl. Like a wider receptor or something.

Jack: Like a helmet?

Laura: No. It’s like a huge bowl. Like one of those satellite antennas – they’re round and they’re like bowls. And it’s facing upwards. [chuckles] I can see them saying, “Open your antennas.” Or something. It’s funny. It’s a human thing.

Jack: Yes, but it’s a good picture of being open to the signals from the universe. That’s what those antennas are for, right? They capture signals.

Laura: It’s true. It’s raising the vibrancy.

Jack: Otherwise our heads are closed.

Laura: Now my body is changing colors. It’s energy. It’s more reddish. [pause]

I’m raising the frequency. [pause]

I see all the layers around my body – all the energy – that I don’t usually see. It’s all being sort of… Now it’s like there’s a fountain around me. It’s moving. They’re doing something. [pause]

OK. They say… I know there are secret termas you know but… I don’t want to go there. I’m not Tibetan any more. [“Termas” are Tibetan scriptures that are hidden in order to be discovered centuries later when they’re needed.]

Jack: Is anyone saying you have to go there?

Laura: No. It’s funny. Things are moving now. [pause]

I think I just freed myself from this connection.

Jack: The Tibetan connection, you mean?

Laura: The secret…

Jack: The secret termas?

Laura: Yes. It’s the secret termas. I think it was bothering me. I think that I felt like maybe I should have found one but…

Jack: Yes, but maybe the time of termas is past.

Laura: I feel much better. They really changed something in my energy. [pause]

My breathing is so light. Almost like it’s not needed. It’s really amazing. [pause]

What I need to practice is this death process – the transition. It’s not so far away from what I know. I’m very surprised. It’s so simple. It will be greatly needed.

Jack: For yourself or for helping others as well?

Laura: Also for helping others. It needs to be transmitted. I also need to get guidance in the… That’s what we need to do. We need to practice. That’s what the transition is.

Jack: Does it include separating from the physical body, practicing separating?

Laura: No. It’s just a letting go. It’s higher vibration. The earth takes care of the body. The elements go back to the elements.

Jack: Right.

Laura: It just a natural procedure. But now there’s a time for that. That’s what they’re saying. It needs to be done. [pause]

It’s a big shift. With lots of energy. It’s big movements in space.

It’s better we know. [pause]

They say the time for human material is finished.

Jack: It’s like it’s obsolete.

Laura: It’s finished. It has no use any more. [pause]

And consciousness will rise. That happens. Like the sun rising. The sun rising on the earth feels like that energy rising.

It’s very beautiful. [pause]

I’m here now. In this space. [chuckles] Just experiencing. Just being all over the place.

Jack: You mean all over the place instead of just being in one place?

Laura: Yes. [pause]

That’s right. It’s that feeling of the multi-dimensions I thought I was having that… Now I see we can be all over. [pause]

This is the reality to come back to because the human life is so confusing.

Jack: But you’ve been here before haven’t you? You have experienced it?

Laura: But I need to remember.

Jack: Yes. You need to remember.

Laura: Because human life is becoming more and more confusing.

Jack: So it’s like you have to bookmark it. Put in a marker.

Laura: Yes.

Jack: Say “I come back to here.”

Laura: It’s much bigger, larger, huge.

Jack: That’s right. But you can ask for help from the light beings to bring you back. If you’re having trouble coming back you can ask them to remind you to come back. [pause]

Laura: I’m slowly coming back to my body.

Jack: Yes, it’s been a while. We need to end.

It may be good to just remind yourself again of the fact that you need to come back to where you were – later, tomorrow, the next day – whenever.

Other postings in this series: Being Worked by Light, We’re All Just Energy, It Resonates, The Earth is Breathing, The Cross and the Star, The Time for Human Material Is Finished.

Violence and Its Lessons

(La version originale en français se trouve dans l’article précédent.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, text and images)

Jack: So Guillaume, I wonder if you’ve been able to find some place – can you describe it? Can you tell me where you are right now?

Guillaume: It’s a forest – with a clearing. It’s a clearing that I know. It’s at Mont Laurier. That’s where my parents live. It’s calm. Surrounded by fir trees.

Jack: Is it good weather?

Guillaume: It’s sunny. There’s light breeze.

Jack: It’s good to stay there for a few moments so you can absorb the atmosphere of that situation. It’s a little like – as if the body is in the process of absorbing a vibration from nature, from the clearing, from the air, from the beams of sunshine. This whole environment that you know so well. So, it’s good to be there and to feel that everything is great. It’s also very beautiful. And perhaps you can describe a little bit – what are the feelings that you have when you are there like that – what are the feelings that inside you now?

Guillaume: I feel at peace. I feel joyful. My dog is with me. He runs around and then comes to see me. It does me good.

Jack: What is he called?

Guillaume: Balzac.

Jack: So, it’s good to be there with him as well. And for him too it’s a great spot. He likes being there. He can run around anywhere. It’s so great for the both of you.

Guillaume: I see a path. Now Balzac is going off in that direction. He wants me to go with him.

Jack: Yes. Go ahead. When there’s a path you must follow it with the dog. Just go ahead. You’re walking. You’re following the dog, following Balzac. We will see where that’s going to take you exactly. So just continue. You’ll tell me when something changes or when the next important thing happens there on that path. [short pause]

Guillaume: I’m surrounded by rocks. It’s a ravine in fact. It’s dark. It’s kind of lugubrious.

I see a castle.

My dog has disappeared.

Jack: Yes. I know. Yes. Because in this part, he cannot accompany you. It’s not good for him. It’s good that he’s disappeared. You must go on further now, perhaps towards the castle that you saw.

Guillaume: I turned around in order to see the path, but it disappeared.

Jack: Yes. The path also has disappeared. That’s not serious – because you are being guided toward what you have to see or experience; the next important thing is there.

Guillaume: The caste is built on rock. I am taking a path leading to it which winds around the mountain.

Jack: You just have to keep going. It’s clear that you’re in the process of going where you need to go. And it’s your subconscious part that is providing you with all that in order to take you where you have to go in order to understand something in your present life. [pause]

Guillaume: I’ve reached the castle.

Jack: Is there a doorway or some way of getting in?

Guillaume: Yes, I’ve gone inside. In fact, I passed the fortifications. I went through a wooden door that led into a big room.

Jack: Are you in the big room now?

Guillaume: Yes.

There’s a wooden table, fairly long, several seats. I see stone columns. There is a sort of pedestal with a man on it.

Jack: Do you mean a statue?

Guillaume: No. I think it’s the king.

He seems to be angry with me. He’s not saying anything to me. He’s only staring at me. [pause]

I’m not afraid of him. In fact, he’s my father. [deep breaths]

Jack: We have to see now what happens – the next important thing. [pause]

Guillaume: He starts yelling at me. I don’t quite understand what he’s saying.

I’m kneeling in front of him. [big breath] He’s reproaching me about my behavior. He’s getting upset. He’s pushing things around on the table; he’s throwing chairs. He says that my conduct is unworthy.

He regrets that I am his heir. He screams at me to go away, that he doesn’t want to see me any more. He has to reflect to know what he’s going to do with me.

I’m no longer in the same room. I’ve ended up in a dungeon. It’s unhealthy. I’ve been here several days. I’m starting to get hungry.

Jack: Of course.

Guillaume: I’m tired. [pause]

There’s someone who throws a bucket of water in my face while I’m sleeping. I’m pummeled with feet kicking me. It’s a guard beating me. I continue lying on the ground while he’s kicking me. I’m hurting. I feel a lot of sadness. [pause] I see the days pass by one after the other. It’s always the same scenario. [pause]

I see the guard approaching once again. This time I pretend that I’m sleeping. When he comes to hit me, I take his dagger. I’ve stabbed him. I disembowel him completely. It’s my turn to kick him again and again. [pause] I spit on him. I see that he is dead. I leave the cell with his dagger – weakened. I have to walk holding onto the walls. I have to go up a stairway to get out. I walk up with difficulty.

Jack: With difficulty, of course.

Guillaume: I arrive at the top of the stairs. There was a guard there who I stabbed in the right side holding my hand over his mouth. He falls to his knees and then I slit his throat.

I’m a little disoriented. The only thing I can think of is to find my father. [pause]

There’s a corridor with several doors. I open some of the doors – the rooms are empty. I continue forward. I’m stumbling.

My hands are covered in blood. So are my clothes. I come to a door at the end of the corridor, a door on my left that I open by collapsing against it. I find my father who was getting ready to take his bath.

He is surprised and frightened to see me. I hold myself up against the doorframe with the dagger in my right hand alongside my body. I stare at him. I am full of anger. He is looking at me. He puts his two hands over his face, as if he was sorry. I am still against the edge of the door.

I shout as loud as I can, “Why?” I pour out all of my energy in shouting at him. I shout at him once again.

I fall to my knees. The dagger falls to the ground beside me. I put my hands on my face. I start sobbing. [pause]

It’s then I see him grab a dagger which was on the dresser right beside him.

He rushes toward me with a leap to stab me from above while I’m still kneeling. I raise my head. I see him above me. I block his thrust. I grab him with my left hand. I have control of his arm with the dagger. I get him off balance. He falls to the ground. I’m on top of him. I have my forearm on his throat. I hit his face with my right hand, again and again. He manages to throw me off by hitting me in the ribs. He picks up his dagger. He throws himself on me. He tries to plunge it into my throat. I hold him back. I push him off me with my leg. He rolls over. I take the dagger, the dagger that I dropped. I’m still on the ground, on my belly and with my arm extended I bury the dagger in his stomach. I try to push it in as deep as I can. I see that he puts his hand on it to pull it out. I get up to hold it in place. I put my whole weight onto him. I see his face turn white. I see his features distend. I see tears begin to roll down his cheeks. He says he’s sorry. I tell him that I’m sorry too. Life has died away in him. I am on his corpse. I am crying. I am crying on him. I see his spirit leaving his body. It comes out of his forehead. I see that he’s looking at me. His image is not as clear cut as when he was alive. It’s vague.

Jack: Yes, vague.

Guillaume: I see through him. His aura is greyish. I lift up my head and then I see him. I am able to see his presence. I see that he is immersed in sadness. He is full of regret. [Guillaume’s voice is shaking with emotion]

I am still lying on his corpse with my head in the air looking at him and then I begin to feel the emotion that is inhabiting him.

Jack: What emotion are you feeling?

Guillaume: I come to feel his regret. I feel it inside me. He regrets having been so hard on me… he regrets not having known how to communicate. [pause]

Jack: What is the emotion that is there inside you now? Apart from his regret which is there.

Guillaume: I’m experiencing incomprehension, confusion. I understand that he loved me but that he never knew how to express it. I understand that he didn’t want to appear weak. Not because showing his love is to be weak, but because he had an image of authority to maintain.

I understand that if he were to live his life again, in fact, what I’m seeing – it’s as if everything comes back in reverse, all the situations. In fact, what’s happening is that I see him being warm toward me… that he is letting his emotions speak, that he is ceasing to fear about what others could be thinking like… that it’s signs of weakness, and that he wouldn’t be able to rule.

Jack: So, it seems that he has learned something at that moment.

Guillaume: Yes.

I feel a lot of suffering, of sadness moving into me. I see all that my life could have been. All the happiness that I could have had, and the joy instead of always trying to satisfy him, being miserable.

I’m still lying on his corpse, exhausted with fatigue. I am falling asleep crying, completely exhausted. With a relief.

I see myself outside my body. I am standing, beside myself. My image is sharper than that of my father when he died. It is more luminous too. It shines.

I’m looking at the scene. I feel a hand on my shoulder, from behind me, on my projection. It’s my father’s hand.

Jack: Yes.

Guillaume: I find that reassuring. The only thing I understand when he puts his hand on me is that he is saying, “Don’t worry, it’s going to turn out all right.” And that it’s OK.

I am seeing changes in my aura. In my projection – it’s becoming all mauve. It is violet everywhere. Now it’s green which is appearing – starting at the feet. It’s replacing the mauve, moving up toward the head.

My father still has his hand on my shoulder.

I am seeing yellow that starts in my head and then it is replacing the green and going down toward the ground. There is a red ball that appears at the level of my stomach, and then diffuses into circles. The circles are shining. It’s getting bigger and bigger. In fact, it’s emanating from my stomach. My whole projection becomes silver, surrounded by a luminous white. The red circles shrink in order to concentrate inside me.

I feel that my father’s presence is evaporating. I tell him to not go. In fact, I say to him, “Stay. I don’t want you to leave. I need you.”

I see that I am surrounded by a golden light. Then he dissipates little by little, my father is dissipating, starting from the feet, he is evaporating. Then, before totally evaporating he says to me, “I have done what I had to do. I must leave now. I am proud of you my son.”

My whole projection becomes luminous, as if in white, gold, silver.

I look around. I still see my body on my father’s corpse. The room itself is transforming. Everything is becoming white. In fact, there are no longer any walls, there are no longer any… It’s as if I were enveloped in a white room. I can’t manage to make out the corners, the ceiling, the floor. I feel light. I am walking. I am walking toward a white extremity. It’s a wall. I don’t know. When I am walking it’s as if I were on cotton batting. I feel that there is a cord connecting me to my body. I turn around and actually there is a cord which is attached to my back. I continue moving forward. I see that there’s a door. A white door in the white wall. The door handle is in gold. I open the door. The floor is white. The walls right and left are white. The wall way in front of me is blue.

I see a sphere, a big sphere, like a globe, in fact a globe one meter in diameter. There are people leaning over it. I see two men. In fact, it’s silhouettes of men. Their light… In fact they are so luminous that their light dazzles me. They wave at me to approach. One of them says that he was expecting me. He tells me not to worry. He tells me I’ve come home. I turn back and say to him, “But my home is there,” pointing down to where I see our bodies. He starts laughing. [Jack is laughing too]

He says to me, “You don’t understand. Your home is here.”

Jack: Yes. That’s it. Absolutely.

Guillaume: I’m still looking back. He invites me to come forward. He says to me, “Don’t worry.” He says, “Just trust; you’re going to understand. Let yourself go.” I go forward. I follow him. The more I move forward, the more the wall at the end with the door seems to evaporate. I turn. The wall disappears. The door disappears. It’s white. I am with the man. The other man is still leaning over the globe. He is moving… I don’t know… levers. I’m not understanding very well. The other man invites me over. He sees that I am curious. He says to me, “You will understand later.”

Jack: Yes. That’s it. Later.

Guillaume: I follow him. He invites me to sit down. Chairs appear. I sit opposite him. They are wooden chairs; we’re facing each other. His light has diminished in intensity. Then, in fact, they tell me that it’s so I adapt, so that I learn better, they let me glimpse a reassuring silhouette. It’s a silhouette that is completely white. It’s pure white. The face is the same color as the clothing – it’s all one. We remain seated facing each other. For a good moment without saying anything. I ask him… He wanted us to discuss, so I ask him, “What do we need to discuss about?” [pause]

He says to me, “You haven’t understood yet. It’s not necessary to discuss. Just be present. Let yourself go, then everything will come to you and you are going to understand.” I look at him for a moment, doubtful. I am empty inside myself. I see a part of his silhouette which evaporates and comes inside me. [pause]

I understand what the man was doing with the sphere. I understand that he was adjusting synchronicities, some… [pause]

I understand that what I experienced with my father I would have to relive it. I understand that I shouldn’t have killed him. I understand that I was a test, that I ought to have shown resilience in dealing with that. [pause]

The man says to me, “Do you know what that means?” I nod my head to say yes.

He says to me, “You’re going to have to begin again.” [pause]

He shows me a filing folder. A kind of compilation with parchments all piled up one on top of the other. There are really a lot of them. He tells me that all that is mine. It’s everything about me. It’s my file. It includes all my lives. It’s been a long time that I’ve been experimenting, that I’ve been on Earth. I’m going to have to begin again the test with my father. But that I will not reply on… In fact, I understand that I’m going to spend quite a bit of time without being in a life, before a next life happens. [pause]

They tell me that when I will have understood what I should learn from my relationship, by that experience, I’m going to be able to come home for good. I will not have to live through physical experiences, that I will share all that on a collective level. That the image I have of myself, of my soul, will dissipate in order to be shared with all that is white around me. That makes just one person. He tells me that it’s time for me to go back. He points out – the door has reappeared. I see the cord which has also reappeared. I follow it. Then I reincarnate in my body. I wake up. I am sitting beside my father’s corpse. I stab myself in the heart. I fall on his body. [pause]

Nothing more is happening. It’s over.

Other postings in this series: The Ball of Light (June 2016); Violence and Its Lessons.

La violence et ses leçons

(In the next post you will find an English translation of this session.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, texte et images)

Jack : Alors Guillaume, je me demande si tu as pu trouver quelque part – est-ce que tu peux décrire cet endroit ? Est-ce que tu peux me dire où tu es maintenant exactement ?

Guillaume : C’est une forêt – avec une clairière. C’est une clairière que je connais. C’est à Mont Laurier. C’est là où mes parents habitent. C’est calme. Entouré de sapins.

Jack : Est-ce qu’il fait beau ?

Guillaume : C’est ensoleillé. Une petite brise.

Jack : C’est bien de rester là encore quelques moments juste pour absorber l’atmosphère de cette situation-là. C’est un peu comme si le corps, lui, est en train d’absorber une vibration de la nature, de la clairière, de l’air, des rayons de soleil. Tout cet environnement que tu connais si bien. Alors, c’est bien d’être là, de sentir que tout va bien. C’est très beau aussi. Et peut-être tu peux décrire un peu aussi – quels sont les sentiments que tu as quand tu es là comme ça, quels sont les feelings qui sont à l’intérieur de toi maintenant ?

Guillaume : Je me sens en paix. Je me sens joyeux. Mon chien est avec moi. Il court partout puis il vient me voir. Ça me fait du bien.

Jack : Comment s’appelle-t-il ?

Guillaume : Balzac.

Jack : Alors c’est bien d’être là avec lui aussi. Et pour lui aussi c’est un bon endroit. Il aime bien être là. Il peut courir n’importe où. C’est tellement bien pour les deux.

Guillaume : Je vois un sentier. Puis Balzac s’en va par là. Il veut que je l’accompagne.

Jack : Oui. Vas-y. Quand il y a un sentier il faut le suivre avec le chien. Ne fais que continuer. Tu es en train de marcher. Tu suis le chien, tu suis Balzac. Nous allons voir où ça va nous mener exactement. Alors continue. Tu vas me dire quand il y a quelque chose qui change ou la prochaine chose importante qui arrive, là sur le sentier. [petite pause]

Guillaume : Je suis entouré de roches. C’est un ravin en fait. Il fait noir. C’est assez lugubre.

Je vois un château.

Mon chien est disparu.

Jack : Oui. Je sais. Oui. Parce que dans cette partie-là, il ne peut pas t’accompagner. Ce n’est pas bien pour lui. C’est bien qu’il ait disparu. Tu dois aller plus loin maintenant, peut-être vers le château que tu as vu.

Guillaume : Je me suis retourné pour voir le sentier, mais il avait disparu.

Jack : Oui. Le sentier aussi a disparu. Ce n’est pas grave – parce que tu es guidé vers ce qu’il faut voir ou expérimenter; la prochaine chose importante qui est là.

Guillaume : Le château est bâti sur la roche. Je joins un sentier qui y mène, qui sillonne la montagne.

Jack : Il faut simplement continuer. C’est clair que tu es en train d’aller où il te faut aller. Et c’est ta partie subconsciente qui te donne tout cela pour te mener où il faut aller, pour comprendre quelque chose dans la vie actuelle. [pause]

Guillaume : Je suis rendu au château.

Jack : Est-ce qu’il y a une porte ou une façon d’entrer ?

Guillaume : Oui, je suis entré dedans. En fait, j’ai passé les fortifications. J’ai passé une porte en bois qui donne dans une grande salle.

Jack : Alors tu es dans la grande salle maintenant ?

Guillaume : Oui.

Il y a une table en bois, assez longue, plusieurs sièges. Je vois des colonnes de pierre. Il y a un genre de piédestal avec un homme dessus.

Jack : Tu veux dire une statue ?

Guillaume : Non. Je pense que c’est le roi.

Il semble en colère après moi. Il ne me dit rien. Il ne fait que me dévisager. [pause]

Je n’ai pas peur de lui. En fait, c’est mon père. [respirations profondes]

Jack : Il faut voir maintenant ce qui arrive – la prochaine chose importante. [pause]

Guillaume : Il se met à crier après moi. Et je n’entends pas bien ce qu’il me dit.

Je suis agenouillé devant lui. [grande respiration] Il me reproche ma conduite. Il s’agite. Il pousse ses objets qu’il y a sur la table; il lance les chaises. Il dit que ma conduite est indigne.

Il regrette que je sois son héritier. Il me hurle de m’en aller, qu’il ne veut plus me voir. Il a besoin de réfléchir pour savoir ce qu’il va faire avec moi.

Je ne suis plus dans la même pièce. Je suis rendu dans un cachot. C’est insalubre. Ça fait plusieurs jours que je suis là. Je commence à avoir faim.

Jack : Bien sûr.

Guillaume : Je suis fatigué. [pause]

Il y a quelqu’un qui me garroche un seau d’eau au visage pendant que je dors. Je me fais rouer de coups de pieds. C’est un garde qui est en train de me battre. Je reste allongé sur le sol pendant qu’il me donne des coups de pied. J’ai mal. Je sens beaucoup de tristesse. [pause] Je vois des journées se succéder. C’est toujours le même scénario. [pause]

Je vois encore le garde s’approcher. Cette fois-là, je faisais semblant de dormir. Quand il est arrivé pour me frapper, j’ai pris sa dague. Je l’ai poignardé. Je l’ai éventré complètement. C’est à mon tour d’y donner des coups de pieds. [pause] Je lui crache dessus. Je vois qu’il est mort. Je sors de la cellule avec sa dague – affaibli. Il faut que je marche en prenant appui sur les murs. J’ai un escalier à monter pour sortir. Je le monte péniblement.

Jack : Péniblement, bien sûr.

Guillaume : J’arrive au haut de l’escalier. Il y avait un garde que j’ai poignardé au niveau du flanc droit en y mettant ma main sur la bouche. Il tombe à genoux, puis je l’égorge.

Je suis un peu désorienté. Tout ce que j’ai en tête, c’est de trouver mon père. [pause]

Il y a un corridor avec plusieurs portes. J’ouvre quelques portes, les pièces sont vides. Je continue à avancer. Je suis chambranlant.

Mes mains sont couvertes de sang. Mes habits aussi. J’arrive à une porte au bout du corridor, une porte à ma gauche que j’ouvre en m’affaissant dessus. Je trouve mon père qui s’apprêtait à aller prendre son bain.

Il est surpris et apeuré de me voir. Je me tiens accoté sur le cadrage de la porte, avec la dague dans ma main droite, le long de mon corps. Je le dévisage. Je suis rempli de colère. Il me regarde. Il se met les deux mains sur son visage, comme s’il regrettait. Je suis toujours sur le bord de la porte.

J’y crie du plus fort que je peux, « Pourquoi ? ». J’évacue toute mon énergie en y criant. J’y crie encore une fois.

Je tombe à genoux. La dague tombe par terre à côté de moi. Je me mets les mains sur le visage. Je me mets à sangloter. [pause]

C’est là que je le vois empoigner une dague qui était sur un bureau juste à côté de lui.

Il se précipite vers moi avec un élan pour me poignarder du haut pendant que je suis toujours agenouillé. Je me lève la tête. Je le vois au-dessus de moi. Je bloque son coup. Je l’empoigne dans ma main gauche. Je contrôle son bras qui a la dague. Je le déséquilibre. Il tombe sur le sol. Je suis par-dessus lui. J’ai mon avant-bras sur sa gorge. Je le frappe avec ma main droite au visage à plusieurs reprises. Il arrive à me projeter en frappant dans les côtes. Il reprend sa dague. Il se jette sur moi. Il essaie de me l’enfoncer dans la gorge. Je le tiens. Je le pousse par-dessus moi avec une jambe. Il roule. Je prends une dague, la dague qui est tombée. Je suis toujours allongé sur le sol, sur le ventre puis du bout de mon bras j’y enfonce la dague dans l’estomac. J’essaie de la pousser le plus profondément que je peux. Je vois qu’il met sa main dessus pour la retirer. J’y rentre pour la maintenir en place. Je mets tout mon poids par-dessus lui. Je vois son visage qui devient blanc. Je vois ses traits qui allongent. Je vois des larmes qui commencent à couler sur ses joues. Il me dit qu’il regrette. Il me dit qu’il est désolé. Je lui dis que je suis désolé aussi. La vie s’est éteinte en lui. Je suis sur sa dépouille. Je pleure. Je pleure dessus. Je vois son esprit qui quitte son corps. Ça sort par son front. Je le vois qu’il m’observe. Son image n’est pas aussi nette que quand il était vivant. C’est diffus.

Jack : Diffus. Oui.

Guillaume : Je vois au travers. Son aura est comme grisâtre. Je me lève la tête puis je le vois. Je suis capable de voir sa présence. Je le vois qu’il est en tristesse. Il est rempli de regret. [La voix de Guillaume tremble d’émotion.]

Je suis toujours sur sa dépouille, la tête en l’air, à le regarder, puis j’arrive à sentir l’émotion qui l’habite.

Jack : Tu sens quelle émotion?

Guillaume : J’arrive à sentir son regret. Je le sens à l’intérieur de moi. Il regrette d’avoir été aussi dur avec moi… de ne pas avoir su communiquer. [pause]

Jack : Qu’est-ce que c’est l’émotion qui est à l’intérieur de toi maintenant? À part de son regret qui est là.

Guillaume : J’éprouve de l’incompréhension, du désarroi. Je comprends qu’il m’aimait, mais qu’il n’a jamais su me l’exprimer. Je comprends qu’il ne voulait pas se montrer faible. Pas parce que démontrer son amour c’est être faible, mais parce qu’il avait une image d’autorité à préserver.

Je comprends que s’il avait à refaire sa vie, en fait, ce que je vois là c’est comme si tout revenait à l’envers, toutes les situations. En fait, ce qui se passe c’est que je le vois, lui, qui est chaleureux à mon égard… qu’il laisse parler ses émotions, qu’il arrête d’avoir des craintes face à ce que les autres pourraient penser comme… que ça soit des signes de faiblesse, puis qu’il ne serait pas apte à diriger.

Jack : Alors, il me semble qu’il ait appris quelque chose à ce moment-là.

Guillaume : Oui.

Je sens beaucoup de peine m’envahir. Je vois tout ce que ma vie aurait pu être. Tout le bonheur que j’aurais pu avoir, puis la joie au lieu de toujours essayer de lui satisfaire, en étant malheureux. [pause]

Je reste allongé sur sa dépouille, épuisé de fatigue. Je m’endors en pleurant, complètement épuisé. Avec un soulagement.

Je me vois à l’extérieur de mon corps. Je suis debout, à côté de moi. Mon image est plus nette que celle de mon père quand il est mort. Elle est plus lumineuse aussi, elle brille.

J’observe la scène. Je sens une main sur mon épaule, derrière moi, sur ma projection. C’est la main de mon père.

Jack : Oui.

Guillaume : Je trouve ça rassurant. Tout ce que je comprends quand il me met la main c’est qu’il me dit : « Ne t’en fais pas, ça va bien aller ». Et que c’est correct.

Je vois des changements au niveau de mon aura. C’est ma projection, elle devient toute mauve. C’est du violet partout. Maintenant, c’est du vert qui apparaît – ça part des pieds. Ça remplace tout le mauve en montant jusqu’à la tête.

Mon père a toujours sa main sur mon épaule.

Je vois du jaune qui part dans ma tête, puis qui remplace le vert puis qui s’en va vers le sol. Il y a une boule rouge qui apparaît au niveau de mon estomac, puis qui se diffuse en cercles. Les cercles sont rayonnants. Ça grandit de plus en plus. En fait, il émane de mon estomac. Toute ma projection devient argent, entouré d’un blanc lumineux. Les cercles rouges diminuent pour se concentrer à l’intérieur de moi.

Je sens que la présence de mon père s’évapore. Je lui dis de ne pas s’en aller. En fait, je lui dit : « Reste. Je ne veux pas que tu me quittes. J’ai besoin de toi. »

Je vois que je suis entouré d’une lumière d’or. Puis, il se dissipe peu à peu, mon père se dissipe, en partant par les pieds, il s’évapore. Puis avant de totalement s’évaporer il me dit : « J’ai fait ce que j’avais à faire. Je dois partir maintenant. Je suis fier de toi mon garçon ».

Toute ma projection devient lumineuse, comme en du blanc, de l’or, d’argent.

J’observe autour. Je vois toujours mon corps sur la dépouille de mon père. La pièce, elle se transforme. Tout devient blanc. En fait, il n’y a plus de murs, il n’y a plus… C’est comme si j’étais enveloppé dans une salle blanche. Je n’arrive pas à distinguer les coins, le plancher du plafond. Je me sens léger. Je marche. Je marche vers une extrémité blanche, c’est un mur, je ne sais pas. Quand je marche c’est comme si j’étais sur de la ouate. Je sens qu’il y a un cordon qui me relie à mon corps. Je me retourne, puis effectivement il y a une corde qui est attachée à mon dos. Je continue à avancer. Je vois qu’il y a une porte. Une porte blanche sur le mur blanc. La poignée est en or. J’ouvre la porte. Le plancher est blanc. Les murs droit et gauche sont blancs. Le mur du fond est bleu.

Je vois une sphère, une grosse sphère, comme un globe, en fait un globe d’un mètre de diamètre. Il y a des gens qui sont penchés par-dessus. Je vois deux hommes. En fait, c’est des silhouettes d’hommes. Leur lumière, en fait ils sont tellement lumineux que leur lumière m’éblouit. Ils font signe de m’approcher. Il y en a un qui me dit qu’il m’attendait. Il me dit de ne pas m’en faire. Il me dit que je suis revenu à la maison. Je me retourne vers l’arrière et je lui dis : « Mais ma maison c’est là » en pointant vers le bas où est-ce que je vois nos corps. Il part à rire. [Jack rit aussi]

Il me dit : « Tu n’as pas compris. C’est ici ta maison. ».

Jack : Oui. C’est ça. Absolument.

Guillaume : Je regarde encore vers l’arrière. Il m’invite à avancer. Il me dit : « Ne t’en fais pas. » Il dit : « Aie confiance; tu vas comprendre. Laisse-toi aller ». J’avance. Je le suis. Plus j’avance, plus le mur du fond avec la porte semble s’évaporer. Je me vire. Le mur a disparu. La porte a disparu. C’est blanc. Je suis avec l’homme. L’autre homme, il reste penché sur le globe. Il déplace des… je ne sais pas… des pions. Je ne comprends pas trop. L’autre homme m’y invite. Il voit que je suis curieux. Il me dit : « Tu vas comprendre plus tard. »

Jack : Oui. C’est ça. Plus tard.

Guillaume : Je le suis. Il m’invite à m’assoir. Il y a des chaises qui sont apparues. Je m’assois face à lui. C’est des chaises en bois, on est face à l’autre. Sa lumière a diminué d’intensité. Puis, en fait, ils me disent que c’est pour que je m’adapte, pour que j’apprenne mieux, ils me permettent d’entrevoir une silhouette rassurante. C’est une silhouette qui est toute blanche. C’est blanc pur. Le visage est de la même couleur que son linge, ça ne fait qu’un. On reste assis l’un face à l’autre. Un bon moment, sans rien dire. Je lui demande… il voulait qu’on discute, donc je lui demande : « On devait discuter de quoi? ». [pause]

Il me dit : « Tu n’as pas encore compris. Ce n’est pas nécessaire de discuter. Sois juste présent. Laisse-toi aller, puis tout va venir à toi et tu vas comprendre. » Je le regarde, dubitatif, un moment. Je suis vide en moi. Je vois une partie de sa silhouette qui s’évapore pour venir en moi. [pause]

Je comprends ce que l’homme faisait avec la sphère. Je comprends qu’il ajustait des synchronicités, des… [pause]

Je comprends que ce que j’ai vécu avec mon père, je devais le revivre. Je comprends que je n’aurais pas dû le tuer. Je comprends que c’était un test, que j’aurais dû faire preuve de résilience face à ça. [pause]

L’homme me dit : « Tu sais ce que ça veut dire? » Je fais signe de la tête que oui.

Il me dit : « Il va falloir que tu recommences ». [pause]

Il me montre un classeur. Un genre de filière avec des parchemins, tout empilés l’un par-dessus l’autre. Il y en a vraiment beaucoup. Il me dit que ça c’est tout à moi. C’est tout ce qui me concerne. C’est mon dossier. Ça comporte toutes mes vies. Ça fait longtemps que j’expérimente, que je suis sur la Terre. Je vais devoir recommencer l’épreuve avec mon père. Mais que je ne répondrai pas sur… En fait, je comprends que je vais passer un bon bout de temps sans être en vie, avant qu’une prochaine vie se passe. [pause]

Ils me disent que lorsque j’aurai compris ce que je devais apprendre de ma relation, de cette expérience-là, je vais pouvoir revenir à la maison pour de bon. Je n’aurai pu à vivre des expériences physiques, que je partagerai tout ça sur un niveau collectif. Que l’image que j’ai de moi, de mon âme, elle se dissiperait pour être partagée avec tout ce qui est blanc autour de moi. Ça forme juste une personne. Il me dit que maintenant c’est le temps que je m’en retourne. Il me fait signe – la porte est réapparue. Je vois le cordon qui est réapparu aussi. Je le suis. Puis je réincarne mon corps. Je me réveille. Je m’assois à côté de la dépouille de mon père. Je me poignarde au cœur. Je tombe sur son corps. [pause]

Il ne se passe plus rien. C’est terminé.

D’autres articles dans cette série : La boule de lumière (Juin 2016) ; La violence et ses leçons.

Earth Changes

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, text and images)

[The following material was received in a channeled fashion by someone who does not normally receive information that way in her sessions with Jack. Something took over, the voice changed and became hushed and besides a great deal of personal advice, major information about Earth changes was received. It seemed important to both of us to share here not the personal advice but the material on Earth changes.]

Jack: So Sophia, tell me a little bit about what’s going on for you right now…

Sophia: Well, first I started seeing a light bulb but not the usual light bulb. I was thinking, “I don’t want it to be incandescent” [humorous tone]

But it’s the shape of a globe – and it’s me. I’m the light in it and its light is in me.

And I started to go deeper. I started to go deeper below the light. And it was almost like something was connecting with me and would have spoken. And I got scared.

Jack: [Interrupting] Well, why don’t you stay with it, and see if you can drift back towards it.

[Interrupting again] But you have to come to some kind of resolution with the fear too – because the fear will prevent you…

Sophia: From accessing… Or letting it access me.

Jack: Well, whatever – for a contact to be made. So it’s not clear who’s doing what exactly maybe even… But the fact that there was the light bulb and you were the light. That alone is something that it’s good to concentrate on, you know.

Sophia: And it is not light. It is darkness. It is not angry but it is darkness. And it goes beyond. I was going to say it goes beyond the universe. Or it’s out there in the universe. No it goes beyond it.

Jack: Yeah. It goes beyond it.

But if you could… This has happened to me a number of times with people. If you could just stay with it enough to sense the feeling of it. Because you’ve already said, “It’s not angry.”

Sophia: It doesn’t have a mean intent.

Jack: No mean intent. OK. But as you concentrate you may be able to pick up what it does have. Its quality.

Sophia: It’s almost like a Klingon sword (from Star Trek). A Klingon sword that is arced and has teeth that could destroy. That’s how powerful it is. But its intent is not to destroy. It’s intent is to guard and to give a most important message. And something in me says to heal as well. Although… I cannot see how that would be.

Jack: Why? Because you don’t know it. You’re just coming into contact. You can’t know this ahead of time can you?

Sophia: No. And I know that I, as a warrior and as a healer at the same time, can be both. And maybe that’s why it’s connecting to me because it knows darn well that I know darn well. It can be both.

Jack: Yes.

Sophia: And it’s got a low voice – so low that it’s about as low as my own voice could go. And it’s fierce. It’s almost like the native art creatures that are on the walls… that are beautiful and yet fierce and yet with a huge message. And the message is… I’m trying to get the message.

Jack: Well, don’t try, just relax. [chuckle] Trying makes it harder; just relax and be open.

Sophia: Well, I’ve been looking at these native pieces of art. What I love about them is how stark they are and yet how real and how beautiful. And that’s exactly what this arced weapon and healing unit are. And it’s almost like this alien is part of it. It is the weapon and healer. Just like I am the light and the light is I.

And it is from the darkness but it is not darkness, it is not all darkness. It has a different kind of light, a different kind of energy emanating from it.

And it is from the Earth, from inside… I don’t know… emerging from the Earth… is probably more like it… even though it’s from the universe.

And it’s emerging in my belly. And it’s like I don’t want it to hurt me. Because of its sharpness and angles. But of course it won’t hurt me.

But it’s emerging from a part of me and I don’t know why and I’m asking it. And it says that’s the only way I’ll understand it coming into being. OK.

So, it’s like [searching for words] a dazed animal running around that doesn’t know why it hurts, and doesn’t know why it’s hurting. It’s dazed and confused and upset even though it’s so full of wisdom and strength. It’s brilliant and beautiful at the same time. Which is why it says it’s approaching me because that’s who I am. And I’m sort of embarrassed to say it but it’s telling me, “Own it. Own it. You are both.”

And the world is turning, turning on something. It’s turning to an ember. I don’t understand what I’m saying…

Jack: No. Just let the words flow out. Because it’s easy for the emotions to disturb them because it sounds embarrassing or silly or whatever. But it isn’t.

Sophia: And the lights are like Christmas trees. And the stars are like lights on Christmas trees. And what will come will be an opening and an awakening. And it is beautiful. And don’t be worried. It’s like an upside-down bell. A round, oval bell. That is like a temple gong, a kind of temple bell.

And it is going to ring over the world. And you don’t have to be worried and you don’t have to be afraid.

And the Earth and knives will suffer… the knives that come out of fear and emotion and grasping the Earth because nothing else will matter.

They will not understand why they are holding the Earth because they do not understand what is beyond it. And they see the ocean but do not see it because they only see what is before them.

And there will be gnashing of teeth and mountains will fall and shatter and the Earth will go through a momentous change with roiling cities like waves moving up and down and none will be the wiser as to what is happening and why but the Earth will move them like lava and this…

I’m asking where it will happen and it says basically: “Shut up, I just want to talk.”

Jack: That’s right. Don’t try to interfere with what you’re receiving.

Sophia: And it’s saying that there will be sea sides that will be beautiful and will survive. And there will be some that will not. And the Earth under the ocean will open up and it will be like an eyeball with ocean rushing in and spewing out above the atmosphere of the Earth like a geyser but nothing overflowing and coming back down – it just spews out.

And the Earth will go through waves of destruction yes but magnets more – waves that are like an atom with a circle bisecting or cutting through another circle [at an angle] – those will be the waves. And it will affect the Earth around Alaska, centered around Alaska, so that there will be areas that are protected, like Canada, and areas that are not, like the southern Atlantic where that rushing in of water and geyser-ing out happened. And, oddly, with all these forces at play there will still be calm areas on Earth. Like Europe. Like parts of South America – the north of it. And parts of Central America and…

And the weapon of healing will strike at the world beyond what you can imagine because no one has the right to destroy the world like they have. And you will never see it happen but they will be struck down. And they will no longer rule the world. And you will be free. The world will be free. There will not be any strife. Like in the [United] States. It will not happen. There will be no uprising. All those greedy, irresponsible people, all those nasty, supposedly heroic, people will crumble in the face of the death around them. And their masochism and their sadism will be eliminated all at once. They will be cowed. They will change. They will be changed. That is the promise that I give you with my sword. And you will see it happen. You will see it come to pass – though not individually.

And the arc is like a fish.

And you do not have to worry that the Earth will die. It will not die. You will not die. But they will die who have abundance and fear in their hearts without worry or pause for concern. They will go quickly without you knowing. They do not have real love in their hearts. They pretend. They will go.

It is hard to speak of these things that are going to happen, but we must. You must know that oceans will grow up like horns and rise and the Earth will speak and say it is enough. And then things will subside and it will cow people who will behave themselves better because, as you know, we all know inside how to behave, how to reach our utmost, highest selves.

And God, as you know God, will descend to the Earth in a chariot, like you have read, but this is metaphorical, as you know well, but you can feel the light already. It is happening now already. That is why you feel the light in you so strongly. It is the light of the chariot coming into you, as it will come into every being who lets it or every clear-hearted being, or every being with light like yours. That is it.

I was trying to get a hold of that feeling, that sense of what was said. It is still not correct.

Reach for the light. Feel it in yourself and then you will know God is reaching you. Like the chariot, you must not be afraid, you must not be embarrassed. So what if it’s only you, or only a few, or only you. So what? There will be others.

But no, I can see you do not see who else there might be. You are making it up. Do not make it up. You can feel it; I know you can feel it. So don’t talk about what else. Take that veil away that needs to see others experiencing it too so you do not feel alone.

Because you are special. You have to acknowledge it; you have to own it. And let the light come into you and let the chariot come into you. That is why you love horses. Because it is horses leading the way. They know.

That is all.

[Transmission ends]

Amour et pardon

(An English translation of the Spanish original is in the previous posting.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2019, text and images)

[Cet article est une communication canalisée le 18 juin 2019 par Carlos à Mexico. À la fin de cet article vous trouverez une liste d’autres sessions canalisées par Carlos. Lors d’une séance précédente, on nous avait dit que la voix était celle des Elohim.]

Nous avons été très proches de vous dans toutes vos incarnations et surtout dans cette étape passionnante du développement de l’âme. Nous attendons patiemment l’aboutissement de votre processus de développement de la conscience afin que vous puissiez entrer dans une nouvelle densité.

[Un seul mot isolé et chuchoté: Shanti.] [Shanti: Un mot sanskrit qui signifie «paix».]

Vous devez savoir que lorsque vous avez une nouvelle ouverture pour vous connecter à différentes races et espèces, ce n’est pas tous qui sont positives. Vous ne devez parler que lorsque vous ressentez profondément l’énergie de ce que vous appelez le troisième œil. Cette concentration énergétique de votre corps d’âme nous donne la possibilité de communiquer avec vous par télépathie.

Cela seul était pour vous de reconnaître la manière dont l’ego n’intervient pas dans notre conversation.

Il y a eu une énorme transcendance dans vos vies, Jack, Carlos. Nous sommes heureux de votre confiance interne. Nous sommes nombreux à nous être connectés à l’humanité dans tous les processus tridimensionnels de l’humanité. Nous ne nous percevons pas comme distincts des autres espèces et races bien que nous ayons des fréquences différentes.

Nous avons parlé avec beaucoup d’entre vous à partir de fréquences proches de Jupiter dans des planètes-étoiles comme Ganymède.

Vous êtes à l’extérieur de votre planète, ou plutôt sur la planète que vous expérimentez.

À de nombreuses occasions, la connexion est avec des êtres qui sont également à l’intérieur de la planète Terre … en général dans la partie intraterrestre.

Vous allez vous rappellera de nous, petit à petit, parce que nous ne sommes pas étrangers à vous.

Lorsque vous habitiez cette dimension ou densité, quand il y avait une sorte de stagnation de l’évolution, il y avait le besoin conscient de faire l’expérience de la troisième densité.

Nous vous le rappelons, car vous nous voyez souvent comme supérieurs et ce n’est pas que nous sommes supérieurs mais que nous décidons, nous acceptons d’être dans votre processus à partir de densités plus élevées. Mais en réalité, beaucoup d’entre nous n’ont pas encore expérimenté la troisième densité. Et même si, à travers nous, vous êtes toujours aussi dans ces densités plus élevées, le courage – pour ainsi dire – que vous avez maintenu pour faire l’expérience de ce que vous avez vécu pendant des milliers d’années en 3D a permis de briser la stagnation et a permis une immense expansion de conscience grâce à vous.

Rien ne doit être cru. Tout ce qui devient une croyance perd son poids et sa signification.

Il s’agit de prendre conscience autant que possible et il est chaque fois plus possible de ne pas s’identifier à votre corps physique, à aucune idée, y compris même de ne pas s’identifier à la conviction que ce lien entre vous et nous pourrions devenir.

En revenant au début, nous avons souligné qu’il y avait eu de nombreuses fréquences vibratoires dans lesquelles il y avait différentes espèces, races et entités, nous voulons souligner l’avertissement que toutes ne sont pas positives. Il y a beaucoup de gens dans d’autres temps qui ont établi une connexion et maintenant beaucoup qui établissent et continuent d’établir des connexions avec les soi-disant élémentaux.

Nous n’avons rien contre eux parce qu’ils ont tous un processus profondément respectable. Mais ils ne sont plus positifs pour votre croissance évolutive.

Au sein de cette nouvelle ouverture, il n’est pas si difficile pour beaucoup d’établir un lien avec les élémentaux, car ils viennent se mettre au service de l’humanité. Mais il est important de vous mentionner qu’ils appartiennent au bas astral. Aussi, nombreux sont ceux qui ont eu cette connexion à devenir quelque peu égoïques et il est dangereux de tomber dans le même, dans la turbulence des fréquences du moi.

Vous savez que la liberté est en dehors de l’ego ou de la prison et que vous ne devez pas la considérer comme quelque chose de mauvais – c’est un vieux concept – vous devez vous souvenir du pacte que vous avez vous-même conclu avec les êtres qui sont naturellement en fréquence avec l’ego, domination et manipulation. Ils ont seulement rempli l’accord. Ils ont respecté l’accord. Et bien que cela ne justifie en aucune manière leurs actions dans votre processus conscient et évolutif, il existe en vous la fréquence inconditionnelle de l’Amour, donc un pardon inconditionnel par avance. En être conscient, c’est seulement pour les aimer. À ces races de nature égoïque, cela leur convient (de vous dominer, de vous manipuler), et elles essaieront de générer en vous, en humanité, la plus grande répulsion à leur égard. Ils veulent que vous ressentiez de la colère, de la haine, de la répulsion, car ils savent parfaitement que cela vous éloignerait de ce que vous êtes vraiment.

Nous savons que vous comprenez que les informations sont très contaminées. C’est peut-être l’information la plus délicate mais la plus importante que l’humanité doit commencer à comprendre; La nature du moi dominant, la nature du système de domination qui n’est que le reflet de celui-ci.

Pour comprendre pourquoi ils manipulent des informations et pour comprendre les actions de ces êtres et pourquoi le système fonctionne comme il a fonctionné jusqu’à présent, vous devez d’abord observer comment l’ego fonctionne en vous. Ensuite, en comprenant cette nature qui vous est totalement étrangère, à ce que vous êtes vraiment, vous pouvez pardonner et aimer sans condition de la compréhension et du respect les plus profonds pour les processus de chacun des frères que nous expérimentons dans cet univers et dans tous les autres.

Merci pour votre présence.

Nous vous reverrons bientôt.

Nous savons que vous êtes fatigué, mais à mesure que votre corps physique devient moins dense et que sa fréquence augmente, la communication devient de plus en plus facile.

[Grand souffle d’expiration]

[Douleur dans toutes les articulations et toutes les structures squelettiques]

[Fin]

D’autres sessions de ce canal : Au delà du temps et de l’espace, La manipulation de l’humanité est terminé, Alerte, Messages de la lumière en amour, Le Flux, Des corps physiques et éthériques Amour et pardon.