Des corps physiques et éthériques

(An English translation of the Spanish original is in the previous posting.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

Jack : Je crois qu’il y a quelque chose à l’intérieur de toi qui connaît le chemin, le sentier qui mène à un état de conscience où c’est possible de s’ouvrir aux présences que nous avons senties juste avant de commencer.

Comme s’il y avait un point de contact, un champ de contact, en dedans.

Peut-être y a-t-il une possibilité de recevoir des messages qui sauraient être utiles à la vie de Carlos ou à la vie de d’autres personnes aussi. Possiblement.

[pause]

Carlos : Je sens quelque chose distinct… Je sens que le block d’information est… L’information est déjà en place. Il me semble qu’il va falloir un peu de temps pour la traiter. J’ai senti seulement son impact et pas… Je dois y travailler pour la traduire.

Jack : Tu peux, peut-être, demander de l’aide pour la traduction de ce qui est reçu. Une telle chose n’est pas facile à traduire en mots mais peut-être il y a quelqu’un ou une partie de Carlos – un niveau plus élevé – qui saurait comment l’interpréter.

Carlos : Oui, c’est possible.

[pause]

Vous devez prendre conscience du but ultime – le but ultime est l’Unification.

Le mental comprend en théorie ce que ça veut dire. Le mental en est toutefois terrifié. Le mental risque de convertir ce concept en blocage étant donné que la nature vibratoire du mental et de l’égo, c’est la peur.

C’est pour cela que l’égo, en premier lieu, ne considère pas l’Unification comme une expérience convenable pour lui. Néanmoins, vous ne devez pas vous retenir – confiez-vous entièrement à la vie. Vous êtes la vie dans le moi immuable.

De la même manière que le mental veut intervenir, comme dans ce cas, en s’introduisant… de cette même manière le mental veut contrôler vos vies.

Ce n’est pas que le mental est mauvais, mais si vous vous perdez et ne vous synchronisez pas aux énergies supérieures, le mental ne fait que remplir une fonction. Quand vous ne vous synchronisez pas, vous pouvez déléguer au mental des fonctions qui ne lui correspondent pas. Tout ce qui passe par le mental est déformé à cause de la manière dans laquelle il voit les choses.

[pause]

Il y a des corps à l’intérieur de vous.

Il y a des corps qui sont appelés à mourir. Il y en a qui sont matériels et il y en a qui sont éthériques. Et il y a d’autres corps éthériques pour lesquels il est impossible de mourir.

Les corps périssables sont, en général, ceux qui sont déphasés avec les énergies supérieures. Ces énergies sont vos corps éthériques impérissables.

Tous ces corps, au nombre de sept, sont interconnectés entre eux et remplissent une fonction.

Les corps périssables ont besoin de nourriture physique car ils ne peuvent pas capter la lumière directe. C’est cette dernière, pourtant, qui les nourrit vraiment. Comme cette lumière est captée sous une forme physique, les corps éthériques sont chargés de transmettre la source d’énergie et de lumière à tous les autres corps afin qu’ils puissent vivre sur Terre.

Quand l’humain s’unifie et parvient à synchroniser ces corps, de sorte que les corps périssables n’interfèrent pas avec la source de lumière pure qui est absorbée par les corps éthériques, alors la nourriture physique ou matérielle ne sera plus nécessaire.

[pause]

Nous vous rappelons que vous vivez constamment sur un chemin et qu’il n’est pas nécessaire de chercher des raccourcis. Il n’y a pas de raccourcis. Les raccourcis n’ont de sens que pour le mental et sous votre perspective entre les lignes temporelles.

[pause]

Vous avez toujours été là où vous devez être.

[pause]

Beaucoup de gens essaient d’aider la Terre. Ils imaginent qu’ils aident la Terre. La racine de cette intention c’est l’égo. C’est plutôt l’inverse. Rappelle-toi ce que tu es, perçois les énergies de la Terre et synchronise-toi avec elles pour être en accord avec la Terre. Tu es la Terre. Bien au delà de ce que peut percevoir ton mental.

[pause]

Essayez de voir les choses comme un miroir les verrait. Voir les choses comme elles sont.

[pause]

Nous nous aimons les uns les autres.

[pause]

Le flux de l’énergie divine est toujours en vous.

[la fin]

D’autres sessions de ce canal : Au delà du temps et de l’espace, La manipulation de l’humanité est terminé, Alerte, Messages de la lumière en amour, Le Flux, Des corps physiques et éthériques.

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Bodies Visible and Invisible

(El texto español original se encuentra en el artículo anterior.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

Jack: I think that there is something inside you that knows the way, the path that leads to a state of consciousness where it is possible to open to the presences that we felt in the room just before we began.

As if there were a point of contact, a field of contact, inside.

Perhaps there is a possibility to receive messages that could be useful to Carlos’ life and to the lives of others as well. Perhaps.

[pause]

Carlos: I feel something distinct…

I feel like the block of information is… It’s already here, but it seems like it’s going to take some time to process it. I only felt the impact of it and not… I’m going to have to work on translating it.

Jack: Perhaps you can ask for help in translating what you’ve received. It’s not easy to put it into words but perhaps there is someone or a part of Carlos – a higher part – that can interpret it.

Carlos: Yes, it’s possible.

[pause]

You must become conscious of the goal – the goal is Unification.

Your mind, your thinking apparatus, has a theoretical notion of what that means. And that terrifies the mind. And the mind can convert it into a blockage since the vibratory nature of the mind and the ego is fear.

And this is why, for the most part, the ego doesn’t see Unification as something advisable for it to experience. However, you must not hold back – trust completely in life. You are the life within the immutable I.

In the same way that the mind wants to interject, as in this case, inserting itself… in that same way, the mind wants to be in control of your life.

It’s not that the mind is bad, but if you get lost and don’t synchronize with the higher energies, the mind is only carrying out a function. When you are not synchronizing yourself, you may delegate functions to the mind that don’t correspond to it. Everything that passes through the mind becomes distorted because of the form in which the mind sees things.

[pause]

There are bodies within you.

There are bodies that are called to die – some are material and some etheric. And there are other etheric bodies that cannot die.

The bodies that are perishable are, in general, those that are out of phase with the higher energies. These energies are your imperishable etheric bodies.

All these bodies, of which there are seven, are interconnected one with another and carry out a function.

The perishable bodies require physical food because they cannot pick up direct light, which is what is really feeding them. As this light is being captured in a physical form, the etheric bodies are charged with transmitting the source of energy and light to all the other bodies so they are able to live on Earth.

When the human being unifies himself and manages to synchronize these bodies, so that the perishable bodies don’t interfere with the source of pure light which is absorbed by the etheric bodies, then physical or material food will no longer be necessary.

[pause]

We remind you that you are constantly experiencing being on a path and that there’s no need to look for shortcuts. There are no shortcuts. Shortcuts only have meaning for the mind and your perspective between timelines.

[pause]

You always have been where you are meant to be.

[pause]

Many people are trying to help the Earth. They think they are helping the Earth. And the root of this intention is the ego. It’s upside down. Remember what you are, synchronize with and perceive the energies of the Earth in order to come into harmony with her. You are the Earth. Far beyond what your mind can perceive.

[pause]

Try to see things as a mirror would see them. See things as they are.

[pause]

We love one another.

[pause]

The flow of divine energy is always with you.

[end]

Other sessions from this channel: Beyond Space and Time, The Manipulation of Humanity Is Ending, Alert, Messages of Light within Love, The Flow, Bodies Visible and Invisible.

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Cuerpos físicos y etéricos

(An English translation of this Spanish original is in the next posting.)

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

Jack: Creo que hay algo al interior de ti que conoce el sentido, el camino que conduce a un estado de conciencia donde es posible abrirse a las presencias que sentimos en el cuarto un poco antes de comenzar.

Como si hubiera un punto de contacto, un campo de contacto, en el interior. [pausa]

Quizás hay una posibilidad de recibir mensajes que sean útiles a la vida de Carlos y a la vida de otras personas también. Posiblemente. [pausa]

Carlos: Siento algo distinto…

Siento como que el bloque de información es… Ya está aquí, pero creo como que tardará en procesarse. Solo sentí como un golpe y no… y lo tendré que ir traduciendo.

Jack: Quizás es posible pedir ayuda para traducir lo que es recibido. No es fácil ponerlo en palabras pero quizás hay una persona o una parte de Carlos, una parte más alta, que pueda interpretarlo.

Carlos: Sí, es posible.

[pausa]

Deben hacerse conscientes del propósito, que es la Unificación.

Su mente tiene una noción teórica de lo que eso significa. Y eso le aterra. Y lo puede convertir en un bloqueo pues la naturaleza frecuencial de la mente y el ego es el miedo.

Y es por ello que para el ego, principalmente, no lo ve como una experiencia conveniente para él. Pero no deben frenar – confíen plenamente en la vida que son en el Yo inmutable.

De la misma manera que la mente se quiere interponer, como en este caso. Interponiéndose. De esa misma manera es como quiere tomar el mando de sus vidas.

No es que sea mala, sino que si se pierden y no se sincronizan con las energías superiores, la mente sólo cumplirá una función. Al no sincronizarte le puedes delegar funciones que no le corresponden. Pues todo lo que pasa por la mente, por la forma como lo ve la mente, es distorsionado.

[pausa]

Hay cuerpos dentro de su mismo, de su misma…

Hay cuerpos que son llamados a morir – algunos materiales y algunos etéricos. Y hay otros cuerpos etéricos que es imposible que mueran.

Los cuerpos que son perecederos son por lo general los que están desfasados de las energías superiores, que son sus cuerpos etéricos no perecederos.

Todos esos cuerpos, que son siete, están interconectados entre sí y cumplen una función.

Los cuerpos perecederos necesitan de alimento físico porque no pueden captar la luz directa que es lo que realmente los alimenta. Al ser captada esta luz en forma física los cuerpos etéricos son los encargados de transmitir esa fuente de energía y luz a todos los demás cuerpos para que puedan vivir en la Tierra.

Cuando el hombre se unifique y llegue a sincronizar esos cuerpos, de manera que los cuerpos perecederos no se interpongan con la fuente de luz pura, que puede ser absorbida por los cuerpos etéricos, entonces ya no necesitará del alimento físico o material.

[pausa]

Recordamos que viven un camino constantemente y que no hay necesidad de buscar atajos. No hay atajos. Los atajos sólo tienen sentido para la mente y su perspectiva entre líneas de tiempo.

[pausa]

Siempre han estado donde tienen que estar.

[pausa]

Muchos intentan ayudar a la Tierra, pretenden ayudar a la Tierra. Y la raíz de ese intento es el ego. Es al revés. Recuerdas lo que eres, sincronizas y percibes las energías de la Tierra para ir en acorde con ella. Tú eres la Tierra. Mucho más allá de lo que puedan percibir sus mentes.

[pausa]

Traten de ver las cosas como las vería un espejo y vean las cosas como son.

[pausa]

Nos amamos.

[pausa]

El flujo de energía divina siempre está en ustedes.

[el fin]

Otras sesiones de esta canal: Más allá el tiempo y espacio, La manipulación de la humanidad termina, Alerta, Mensajes de luz en amor, el Fluir, Cuerpos físicos y etéricos.

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The Orb Smiles

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

[As we move from chatting about our lives to the beginning of the session, Samuel naturally begins speaking of the seashore where he experienced such a strong feeling in the previous session [The Disciples] done four months before. The more he spoke of it, the more he entered back into that scene and that is how this session began.]

Jack: By connecting to the feeling of the place you can enter into it more deeply. In a way, I feel I’m able to accompany you by having my own vision of that seashore based on what happened last time.

Samuel: Yes, more of it is coming back to me. And the feeling of it is coming back as well. Being in that circle of warmth. And brightness.

Jack: Well, I think you should just continue with that. [chuckling] It’s not how I usually begin a session but there’s nothing wrong with beginning it that way. In our conscious minds, neither I nor you know exactly where we should go today. But I think you can trust the feeling of that place and the feeling of the people you were in contact with there so closely. Let’s just see. That may be the direction we need to go or it may be some other direction. But it’s a good place to begin because it’s so positive.

Samuel: Yes, it’s heart filled. And it’s this morning light. Curious – I never thought of baptisms happening in the morning but why not. The sparkling of the water in morning light. And that particular brightness that morning light has. I’m in a very soft shadow of the circle of men. And a circle that’s quite closed in. They’re quite close together. And the light sort of coming through either side of their heads and shining light on the sides of the faces. And the face is in darkness, or in shadow. Not at all darkness but shadow. But feeling the warmth of their presences.

Jack: Yes, it’s the warmth of the presences right? – not the visual so much.

Samuel: Yes, being in the embrace of that circle. And how it opens up on this beach to this little village, this little fishing village, that’s set at the base of these hills. Low hills and these fishing boats on the shore. And this town. Very modest little village. I just have a sense of it.

Jack: Well, we can continue with the connection that you’re making in feeling and see where it leads you – see whatever needs to be experienced next. It’s like a continuation of where we left off but there may be other things that need to be seen or experienced. Your heart knows. It knows where to go.

Samuel: Well, I’m coming back to this sense of hovering above the beach with my arms outstretched. I’m quite big. It’s as if I’m embracing the horizon – embracing the sea with the sun in the distance. I’m quite large and I’m including everything. I don’t know if the men are still on the beach or not. It doesn’t really matter. There’s this feeling of being launched into the world in a certain way. And I’m given a feeling now of this mission of sorts – that the baptism was for something.

Jack: Yes. Of course.

Samuel: And it’s not clear what the mission is. It’s love of course. It’s the call of love. And the embrace. The embrace of the world. Though my arms are outstretched, it’s a feeling – strangely – of reciprocity. That’s not quite the right word – being embraced in turn.

Jack: You mean you feel embraced as well?

Samuel: Yes. A mutual embrace – an embrace of the dawn. Though the sun is now up higher – it’s not quite the beginning of the day. It’s early morning light.

Jack: So it’s a connection to that light that you’re feeling?

Samuel: Yes. I’m bathed in it now.

And a part of me is holding onto the image of the town and the beach, but that is fading. There’s this soft light.

Jack: Yes, you need to just continue in the direction that you’re going, which is very related to the light, to the dawn and to your sense of being much larger.

Samuel: Now it’s expanding and the small harbor is… The harbor is there but this other world is opening up. I see that there’s a little part of me that is looking for something and I have to let go of that looking.

Jack: Yes, definitely. Because we always try to look for the familiar but you’re on a voyage that is beyond the familiar, so just be close to what’s taking place. [pause]

Samuel: The sun is off to the right side. And now somehow further away.

There’s an absence of any landscape.

Jack: Yes, when you venture into these realms it’s hard because there may not be any identifying features but you just have to describe it as best you can because you’re still moving in a certain direction.

Samuel: I feel that. I feel I’m floating. Up quite high. That doesn’t quite describe it because there are no reference points.

Jack: So up and down don’t really mean that much.

Samuel: Right. They don’t.

The sun is more distant but the sky is bright around it. It’s interesting – it’s not any sky that I’m familiar with.

Jack: No.

Samuel: And it’s not in space. It’s not anything like something I’ve experienced.

Jack: Yes, that’s why it’s hard to speak about it.

Samuel: It’s in the distance. I feel the space between myself and that sun. A kind of longing. In that space between. That clarity of light that was on the beach and has now receded – that light is still there.

And I see that a part of me is imagining that that light is darkening. It’s kind of a fear. But it’s… just that. And it’s not something to be attended to. It’s not important. It’s like a part of my imagination.

Jack: Yes, right. It’s good to be clear about that, good to see that the imagination can enter, thoughts can enter, but you really need to keep focused just on what’s taking place. [pause]

Samuel: It’s very calm. I don’t feel there’s anything I need to do except simply being with this floating sensation. It’s a suspended feeling. I’m held in suspension. But with a deepness of… It’s hard to describe. Of this atmosphere. It has a depth to it. It’s like a deepening reality. It’s not on the surface – this movement of dimensionality. I feel the limpidness of it. The vastness of it. And the light is still there. There’s a light on the horizon. And the sun is less of a shining light but just part of this horizon.

Describing it doesn’t help with the feeling.

Jack: Right. Just stay close to the feeling. And it’s good, just so I have some sense, for you to say something about it but it doesn’t have to be a lot. The main thing is to be very connected to the feeling of where you are right now. There’s a sense of suspension but you are somewhere important. And what needs to take place next or what needs to transpire or move is really up to something much deeper in yourself. But I think it needs to be connected through feeling – that’s the connection.

Samuel: Just as you were speaking, I became larger. It’s just that this horizon was more a part of me. I’m indistinguishable from it. Even though it has a feeling of distance, it’s still inside, inside me. A strange feeling that both are possible.

Jack: Yes. No real contradiction.

Samuel: I’m the whole of it. As though there’s the part that lingers that’s me and there’s another part that’s as vast as the horizon. Without any boundary. Completely immersed. [pause]

Incredible tranquility.

And expanse.

I feel it in my chest.

It’s like a kind of call. [pause]

Yes.

Feeling a kind of ascending now.

Jack: Yes, just follow whatever movement takes place. No need to do anything. Just be there.

Samuel: A very soft, gentle floating upward. And I’m coming up towards a light. It’s like I’m coming up out of the water. And there’s this realm of the sun and the horizon that is in the water somehow. I’m coming out of that. Coming up into another world.

Very gently.

I’m bubbling into the light up above. I’m not going straight up. I’m going at a slight angle up to the left. Just slightly. And now the other world has receded. It’s in the shadows of the water. I’m floating up but not to the surface. Although I sense the surface is up there. I’m being carried up. [pause]

Jack: Can you say anything about the feeling that’s present as you are carried up?

Samuel: Having no care.

Jack: In the sense of worry or concern…

Samuel: Yes, no worry or concern.

Simply an awe in a certain way.

Jack: Yes. Of course. Because it really is a higher realm.

Samuel: No sense of commenting. Nor is there anything beyond… beyond that.

I see how I need to be with it. Accepting of it. Unquestioning. And attentive. Most of all, simply to be attentive.

Jack: Yes, exactly.

Samuel: I’m seeing, or feeling, the presence of that distant part, that very small part that’s from another level. It comments a little bit. It struggles to make something of it. And there’s no need for it to do that.

Jack: That’s right. There’s no need.

Samuel: And now it’s as if I’m lying on a beach in the sun. But I’m still in this kind of floating spot. The feeling is one of contentment. [pause]

A kind of stasis at the moment… Nothing is moving. Very quiet. Still. But I’m in this light that’s coming through water and that’s very close, very close to the surface. I’m in the water. And there’s this light above.

Jack: Well, I don’t want to suggest too much, but there may be someone or something that you need to meet since you say stasis. Let’s just see if there’s a possibility to have the whole thing move towards something that you really need to be in contact with, or need to be in communication with. Something may appear, or you may hear something, or just feel something.

Samuel: The orb is coming back. From a great distance.

Jack: Yes, we are kind of privileged to have these contacts. They come from a long way away. [pause]

Samuel: And I see how it’s completely benign and yet I also see how I can so easily add a darker side onto it. But it’s not darker. That is something I’m imparting to it.

Jack: Right. It’s wonderful you can make that distinction.

Samuel: And I see how easily I can believe that’s what it is – darkness. But in fact it is in essence a kind of goodness.

And it is there to remind me of these possibilities – to show me that I can manufacture and have what I manufacture color something that is in essence so sacred.

[chuckling] Sacred in a mundane way. That’s not a judgment, it’s simply that it’s an accepted sacredness. I approach the sacred with such trepidation and I see how often I bring to it a kind of false reverence when all it needs is complete openness. It is what it is. That’s an astounding thing.

Jack: It’s a sacredness you can feel at home in.

Samuel: Yes. It’s a sacredness for everyday life.

Already just in talking about it I see how I differentiate and how that diminishes it. How to just see that.

Jack: Yes, we don’t want to bring it down to another level. We just want to be there in it.

Samuel: And it’s shapeless, it’s a kind of a glow. And it has this kind of a smile to it [both chuckling] in that it is accepting my impoverished way of looking at it.

Jack: In the way that one might look at a child…

Samuel: Yes. And with such generosity and love.

[noises in the room at Samuel’s end]

My wife needed to come in and get something.

Jack: Yes. I heard the noises. That’s OK. And you can see how that doesn’t change where you are.

Samuel: No, it doesn’t. It’s there. Yes, it’s still there.

I’m more accepting of my wife than I was. [pause]

Jack: And with this orb is there any message would you say? Are there any words that proceed from that or is it just that you need to be with it? [pause]

Samuel: Well, it’s not offering any words but I feel this need to pay attention to all the pieces of it. And particularly to include my denial and refusal – my idea of how things are. So, my wife’s presence was apocryphal in that sense. I didn’t include her. I saw her as disturbance and… the orb did not.

I felt just now that I was observed. Being upset with her for disturbing my little session. But she had to get into the closet to get something in order to leave. So I see that and there’s a certain remorse in that that is an important part of the whole thing.

Jack: So you can see how what took place was exactly what needed to take place.

Samuel: Yes. It was showing me something. And that is a real work that I need to attend to. In a way it is perhaps the most important part of the session. Witnessed by my friend who is proceeding in a very appropriate way, his work done. [chuckling]

Jack: Still smiling I bet. [chuckling]

Samuel: Yes, yes. There you are. And the feeling of how that habitual discrimination of things – discrimination in a pejorative sense – how that’s so much a part – it’s always there – always there to say, “Well – is it this or is it that?” [pause]

I’m now going back to the… I’m receding. It’s like the movie is being played in reverse. I’m going back and feeling the moments where this other part was intruding and diminishing the life of what was happening. I have a very strong feeling of that related to my life on this planet. I see how I do that. From this place I can see that. And feel it. And be compassionate about it. Oh – that’s a big piece.

Jack: Yes, because of how deeply it’s felt… [pause]

Samuel: Well, that will give me something to talk to my wife about. [Jack laughs]

Ah, it’s like a gentle landing Jack. Right now I’m just going back to that beach.

Jack: Yes, it’s good to go back, to make a full circle by going back to the beach.

Samuel: It is very different from when I began but I have the feeling of it. The circle of men is no longer there, but the feeling is still there.

But most importantly the recognition of this part that wishes to be in control and the art of letting go of that. And the help that’s offered. To remember the help – that is so crucial. To remember the help that’s being given.

Jack: And that has actually come from very far away.

Samuel: Very far away.

Jack: Wonderful.

Samuel: But here I can receive even though it comes from a long way away. I can feel it coming from a long way. And at the same time, it is washing over me.

And I feel the responsibility of that gift.

Other postings in this series: The Fact of God, The Disciples, The Orb Smiles.

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The Firebird

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

Nadyezhda: I just see some kind of red light – energetic – supernova kind of stuff.

Jack: OK. That’s fine. Let’s start with that.

Nadyezhda: And this kind of sparkling image of outer space. It’s a nice place because it’s my home. Off the planet. It’s reconnecting to my home. Maybe it’s not a planet – it’s the stars or something. I’ve seen that before in another session.

Jack: Yes, and as soon as you do that, you have a sense of home as well, a sense of that possibility because it’s hard to feel at home here – especially with all that’s happening to you.

Nadyezhda: Because it’s within me. It’s in me. It tells me I can be whole again. And I want to be whole again. It’s something I want very badly. Maybe I shouldn’t want it so badly, I don’t know.

Jack: Yes, it’s a kind of attachment to want something very badly even though it’s a perfectly natural thing to feel.

But I think it might be more profitable to stay with that connection to home because there’s a power in that. Just stay with that connection

Nadyezhda: Expansion.

Jack: Expansion, yes. And be very careful of the ordinary consciousness, of the mind, because as you say, your home may be a star. It doesn’t have to be a planet. We don’t understand very well how it’s possible to be at home in a star but it is possible. We don’t understand the nature of those things as long as we’re incarnated here and have many belief systems imposed on us. I’ve had lots of other people also feel that they’re at home in a star. It’s a place to live. The brightness of that is what’s important. There’s something very, very bright because you’re at the source of light… one of the sources of light.

Nadyezhda: I could be at home in a star – in a collection of gases.

Jack: There’s a certain movement taking place, all kinds of transformations taking place. And there’s something more fully you when you’re there because as I said last time there’s only a part of you that’s installed in this incarnation – in this physical body. And there are reasons for that – I’m not sure we need to go into them but there are certainly reasons. The point at the moment is that you have this connection suddenly with your home and the star. So let’s just see where that leads – what it takes you to.

Nadyezhda: I’m letting the feeling pervade my physical body so it can be comforted.

Jack: Yes, comforted and possibly also changed because it’s an interaction of an energy source with a physical body, a human body, which is of course composed of energy amongst other things so… there can be an influence.

We’ve spoken of the template that is behind the physical body so there can be a greater and greater correspondence to the original template which is still perfect and if it’s not perfect maybe it needs to be made perfect through a contact with this energy. And this principle of non-locality: you are here in your apartment, you are here in this star. There is no contradiction.

Nadyezhda: I would like the energy to work on the template, and restore the template to the original creation.

Jack: The template of course is perfect – there’s nothing wrong. The template is not what was damaged. So by returning home you are also engaging the feelings. This is important. And you are engaging them in a way that will help this correspondence between the physical and the template.

And there are different levels of feeling. And there’s a difference between emotion and feeling. You want the physical body to be better – but that’s an emotion. There’s a feeling which is much subtler, which is closer to the template and to the star.

The wanting is a kind of pushing whereas the feeling is a kind of allowing something to happen.

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: Permitting something to happen – not trying to push it into place or be violent in any way. Just standing back and allowing this contact with the energy of the star, the energy of home to enter into this remote corner of the galaxy, way far, very far from the center of the galaxy – on planet Earth. To enter into this remote place and specifically into this physical body that Nadyezhda is temporarily inhabiting for a purpose that is maybe not fully understood right now, but that’s all right.

So, in order for there to be a more full expression of a presence in this physical body, we’re asking for a correction to the form of the physical body to match more fully the original human template.

Nadyezhda: There is a fluttering of the light coming through my window here, and there is this image from space. I’m trying to connect to that.

Jack: Yes. Don’t try. Just allow. You already instinctively know it’s very similar. So there’s a light coming into the room from the star of the system that Earth is part of, but there’s another star also that you are connected to at the same time which is your original star where you’re at home. They are reflections of each other. Maybe they even interact with each other ways that we don’t understand.

Nadyezhda: My body is telling me something about the situation. I don’t want to be touched because people have hurt me. That’s why I don’t want to be touched and that’s why I have skin problems. Someone shouldn’t have touched me [childhood abuse]. I record the injury and I’ve learned that touch is a bad thing and that I couldn’t let it in.

Jack: That’s right.

Nadyezhda: But as mammals we need touch in order to survive. I need that to survive and it’s very painful not having it.

Jack: Exactly.

Nadyezhda: I need that. I need that a lot. I’m very sensitive so I feel the affliction more. I feel the pain more. Maybe that’s the core of it – I don’t know.

Jack: But at the moment you feel touched by the contact with the star, right?

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: And you can tell that it has its own quality. So that touch with your home star is very different from someone touching your skin physically. There’s a relationship but there’s a difference in quality.

Nadyezhda: It’s safe to be touched by the light. It’s not safe to be touched by other people.

Jack: That’s right.

Nadyezhda: That’s the problem – those other people.

Jack: Except your mother for example.

Nadyezhda: Right.

Jack: There are examples where the touch is not an encroachment. It’s actually a communication that’s a little similar to the touch of a star. There’s a part deep in the heart that needs to understand that these are two separate things. To exclude all touch is not really a practical solution.

Nadyezhda: It’s not good.

Jack: No, it’s not good.

Nadyezhda: It’s just a fear.

Jack: Yes, there’s fear there and you would be throwing out a possibility.

But it is understandable that there’s a reaction like this because of the history of this particular physical body. So maybe we need to ask now – “What needs to take place for this situation to be corrected completely so that touch is no longer an encroachment?”

Nadyezhda: [big breath in] It’s this healing and divine light.

Jack: And you can actually feel that entering I think, right?

Nadyezhda: Yes, I feel it. I’m trying to keep the sun here and my home star as well.

Jack: Yes, they’re both present right now. Very clearly present.

Nadyezhda: The home star has a reddish color whereas the star here is yellow.

Jack: Yes, they’re different types of star. Yes, that’s probably why you saw red initially, in the supernova, because you were returning there.

So maybe it would be useful now if you could allow your ordinary consciousness to recede a little bit and we could ask that your higher consciousness come forward and speak about Nadyezhda, giving us whatever information is going to be helpful. It’s not so easy to make that separation – to allow a different voice to come though from a different place that is usually not accessible directly and is in the background. But maybe we could just see initially what comes through. What it is that Nadyezhda really needs right now? So, what would the higher consciousness say about the current situation of the skin and about the repeated injuries and how can this process come to some kind of end so that Nadyezhda is freer to live her life and fulfill whatever her mission is on this planet. Let’s just see if something will come through.

Nadyezhda: First I see a little point of red light. Then it gets bigger and it turns into a red hummingbird and then it turns into a red firebird. The firebird is the higher consciousness.

Jack: Good.

Nadyezhda: It’s amazing. It’s magnificent.

Jack: Yes. You can see how magnificent it is.

Nadyezhda: I just ask it to help me. It’s bringing the light back in. But I have to know what the firebird has to say.

Jack: Yes, I think we should be patient to see if there’s a specific message from that level. It is a very different level and you can tell that by what you’re seeing. The magnificence of this image is something very real in behind the usual operation. What can the firebird say that would be helpful?

Nadyezhda: [sigh] It says that my fire is out of tune. The fire is not adjusted properly. It’s out of tune. It has to be adjusted. All the inflammation, the injuries, everything – things are not in the right place. They have to be redistributed correctly so things go into the right channels, so the fire fuels needs instead of hurting. Fuels and fills. The fire is a vital fuel instead of damaging my body.

Jack: But because there are adjustments needed, it doesn’t enter the way it needs to…

Nadyezhda: Yes, it’s out of alignment.

Jack: So, maybe we could ask if what we’re doing right now is helping with the transmission from these two stars – this one yellow and the other one red – whether this is helping the adjustment.

Nadyezhda: I think everything we’re doing is helping with the adjustment.

Jack: Good.

Nadyezhda: Even just calling the firebird and asking for the answer – it’s the right way. But there’s more work to do.

Jack: So let’s just concentrate on what can be done right now at this moment. There is an action taking place already. Maybe we can ask the firebird to work – specifically to work on the face and the foot. Is that going to be possible?

Nadyezhda: The skin, yes. I ask. And I feel the firebird touching me with her feathers. It’s very soothing to the wounds. I say, “Please help me become more like you.”

“Help me listen to you. Help me become a more correct reflection of you” And now that I’m speaking to you, I need to become quiet myself and listen.

Jack: Yes, I think it would be good – we’re not in a rush – take your time to be quiet and listen. There may be other messages or there may be just a very silent communication taking place between the firebird and Nadyezhda in her ordinary state.

Nadyezhda: [sigh]

Jack: So it’s good to listen very, very attentively. What needs to be conveyed may be very subtle. [long pause]

Nadyezhda: It seems like there has to be a man, a partner – someone to help me.

Jack: Yes, sometimes it needs that a couple.

Nadyezhda: Well, now I feel more anxiety than ever.

Jack: Be very careful. Is the firebird saying that a man is necessary?

Nadyezhda: It’s showing me images that there’s someone holding me, helping me to become vital, to become attuned.

Jack: Well, there’s no anxiety in that.

Nadyezhda: No, this is a good thing. But it’s my ordinary consciousness that has the doubt. And it’s the old touch injury that’s in the way.

Jack: Yes. So maybe we need to ask the firebird, “How can that be let go of? What needs to be done?”

Nadyezhda: The old touch injury?

Jack: Yes, going all the way back to the age of 5, I think it was, wasn’t it?

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: So all the way back to the age of 5 and every time there was a repetition it intensifies. So how can that all be let go of from the very beginning at the age of 5. [pause]

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] The firebird says she’ll release it… I think. How can I know these are her words?

Jack: Just be very still. Feel the connection with the firebird in all of its glory. You can ask, “How can I be sure these are your words?”

Nadyezhda: “Can you send me some kind of sign that these are your words, that I know you, that I’m speaking to the firebird, the higher self?”

And she just explodes into this riot of red and gold. It’s just explosive. A beautiful scene.

Jack: Yes, right.

Nadyezhda: Changing shape all the time. It’s magnificent.

Jack: So you know that these are her words.

Nadyezhda: Sometimes.

Jack: There will always be a part of the ordinary consciousness that doubts. What’s important are these images and the contact with what’s taking place right now. You will remember these images of the firebird and the explosion into a kaleidoscope of color. They will remain in your memory so that when there’s a doubt you can return to those images.

Nadyezhda: There are so many images. Dragons. So many shapes and colors. Shifting. So many, so many. Peacock. The dragon. The firebird. Red. Gold. Blue. It’s wonderful.

Jack: Yes, all of these are individual helping agents. They signs that all of this past can be let go of, right from the age of 5 on.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out]

Jack: It doesn’t change what happened but the connection to it is being changed, is being let go of, is being cut. Of course you can still remember that it happened but what’s really important is the letting go, the cutting of the connection. When one or two or three get cut then some of the others are cut automatically because they’re connected.

Nadyezhda: Yes, I’m asking to remove this original damage that became so amplified.

Jack: Yes, it’s just a natural law of physics, spiritual physics, that when something is repeated it gets intensified. It’s not surprising. And when it gets intensified it attracts more of the same just by the law of attraction.

But now there’s a letting go.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out]

Jack: A deep, deep letting go, and breathing is very helpful to contribute to that process because it’s happening in the physical body which is where it needs to take place.

A deeper and deeper level of letting go. And at the same time the possibility of a man entering this constellation in a manner that’s not difficult in any way, something very harmonious, very consistent with a loving touch, just as your mother’s touch is a loving touch, just as the touch of the firebird is a loving touch, and just as the touch of your home sun is a loving touch. A sense of being at home inside this configuration.

Nadyezhda: I think it’s better that we stop and listen more to the firebird.

Jack: Good.

Nadyezhda: And I start to see a gold seal in my energy center below the navel. It’s a gold seal, a cure. [big breath out] [pause]

Jack: Yes, that point is very important of course – it’s your stability, your center of gravity. [pause]

Nadyezhda: [big breath in] [pause]

Hmm. The firebird kisses me. That’s very nice.

Jack: That’s beautiful!

Nadyezhda: It’s just absorbing and communicating. Getting something. I say thank you.

Jack: Yes, and there’s healing going on at the same time. [pause]

Nadyezhda: I’ve just asked to be fused with the firebird, to be made one again in this happy reunion with myself, the reunion with my higher self and my physical self – to be whole. All the pain washed away and replaced by this divine protection.

Jack: Very good.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] So much pain. Just so, so much pain.

Jack: Yes, it needs to go. It needs to be let go of.

Nadyezhda: The firebird takes so many forms. Sometimes it’s not very bird-like, it’s just… so complex, so much detail. I can just absorb this for a while.

Jack: That’s good. Take time to do that. [pause]

Nadyezhda: I see myself becoming one with the firebird. Melting together and taking the form. [big breath out] [pause]

I asked if there are messages and the firebird says, “Be free. Find your freedom – freedom from inner oppression.”

I ask, “I found wholeness this summer and it was taken away – why? I was healed and now I am injured again. Why? Why did this happen?”

[The firebird answers,] “So you don’t forget something. So you don’t forget.”

I think that’s it. I don’t know.

Jack: So you don’t forget. Does it say forget what?

Nadyezhda: “The path. The path of healing, the path of wholeness.” Something like that.

“Is there anything I need to do?” I need to heal my wounds, I need to recover.

Perhaps using Silicea – a homeopathic remedy.

“Can you tell me if there’s something else – some other person I need to see, or something I need to do to heal?”

[response:] “Just time.” [big breath out]

Jack: Can you ask, “How much time?”

Nadyezhda: “How much time, firebird.”

I think it says six months.

“How do I know the words come from you? How will I know firebird?” [pause]

It says the healing will come.

“Don’t be ashamed,” it says. “Don’t be ashamed.” [pause]

I see injuries leaving my body. Black clouds. Goodbye to these injuries, goodbye. No more. Just please no more. [big breath out] Toxic black clouds everywhere. So much. It’s just too much.

Jack: But they’re leaving.

Nadyezhda: Yes, they are leaving. [pause] [big breath out] [pause]

Jack: Maybe there’s something else we’ve forgotten to ask.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] What should we ask?

Jack: I think just ask the firebird if there’s something we’ve forgotten to ask, if there’s some last thing that maybe needs to be conveyed that we didn’t think of a good question for. Something that would be also helpful.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out]

The firebird shows me a scroll. [pause]

There’s a little sort of quartz crystalline shape on it – an image of a quartz crystal. It’s silicon but maybe it’s something else as well. It’s an integrity of the spiritual body. It’s showing me to keep the integrity of the spiritual body.

Discipline. Zen practice. The integrity of my spiritual body through Zen practice. It can become like a crystal again. [big breath out] Sitting like a crystal.

I say, “Yes, I agree.” And the divine fire is reflected in the crystal – that’s why it’s a bright crystal. “Don’t let it be broken.” I don’t want my crystal to be broken.

Jack: No, of course not. [pause]

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] [pause] [breathing, emotion] [pause]

I’m just asking the firebird not to leave me again, not allow this to happen ever again.

Jack: And is there a response to that?

Nadyezhda: I think I’ve learned just in seeing the image of the crystal.

Jack: Yes, the image of the crystal is very important. It’s a practice. Wholeness. Reflection of light.

Nadyezhda: I thank the firebird but now I’m thanking myself because I’ve fused again. I’ve come back together.

Jack: Good. Yes, you need to thank yourself as well.

Nadyezhda: I have wisdom. I could have died in this ordeal.

Jack: Absolutely.

Nadyezhda: And I didn’t.

Jack: Yes, I was worried during the first part of the weekend that you were going to give up. But that passed with the help of whatever it was that entered. [pause]

Nadyezhda: I just say, “I accept the wisdom, but why did this have to happen? Could have done something else, but why like this?” [pause] [big breath out] [pause]

But I feel I’m being comforted. The firebird is comforting me and a partner is comforting me as well.

Jack: Exactly. Yes, and you’re being prepared for that by having more harmony enter.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] I see my energetic body being purified, things being washed away, the touch injuries, toxic stuff and pain and knives.

Jack: Good.

Nadyezhda: And I say thank you.

Jack: Yes, and do not be afraid of emotion. Some tears may help the process of change. Nothing wrong with that. [pause]

Nadyezhda: In Zen practice you would say Heaven and Hell are the same. I don’t know if I can accept that. [pause] [big breath out] [pause]

Jack: And you’ll be able to see what helps the crystal be more whole and what doesn’t. You’ll be able to choose wisely. And as was said a little while ago, this is so you’ll remember in situations in life when you need to close to certain influences and when you need to open to other influences.

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: But in the hurley-burley of life it’s not so easy to be right there connected to the crystal and to the firebird. We get distracted very easily. But you have had a lot of help here in this session.

Nadyezhda: Yes. [whispered]

Jack: Help with that distinction of when to open and when to close.

Nadyezhda: [big breath out] Just white light. I see white light. I know from which dimension it comes – it’s from my own star, I guess, that light.

Jack: Yes, it’s good to keep close to the sense of the home star.

Nadyezhda: I’m just asking it to send the light to my wounds. [big breath out] Thank you. [pause and more big breaths out]

All right. [indicating a perception that we’re done]

Jack: Yes. Good. I think it’s complete. Just be very clear that you can go back to any of these images and it would be good to go back to a number of them whenever you feel you can just take a few moments to do that. It helps reinforce the ongoing action that they’re having. And of course some of that will go on at night when you’re asleep in a way more powerfully because the ordinary consciousness is not there to interfere. We’ll just have to see how all this proceeds now but it sounds very, very positive. Harmony is entering more and more.

Posts in this series: Repairing Time Lines, A Good Man, The Firebird.

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A Good Man

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

[In this session, Nadyezhda continues to work on an emotional release from the series of traumas and physical interventions that have plagued her life including a surgical intervention, a skin graft, just three weeks before this session that did not go well.]

Nadyezhda: I start to see a person in the room. It’s a dark figure – a man with a cloak and nineteenth century costume. He’s wearing a hat. [pause]

Jack: All right. We’ll have to see what his role is here. Is the dark figure threatening?

Nadyezhda: Not so far. He’s a person who’s familiar to me. I don’t know what our relationship is yet… He’s someone I work with or he’s someone I can engage with normally.

Jack: Since he’s a dark figure I wonder if he can help you with the darkness.

Nadyezhda: I think he has the strength. Maybe he has the capacity to be like a knight. Maybe he can help me. He has strong arms. [pause]

I ask him, “Where can we go?”

“We’ll go to the sea,” he says. “We’re taking a boat across the sea.”

“Where should we go?” I ask.

Well, the landing is there within our sight. We can see the coastline and the trees and the sky. It’s golden at the edge because it’s twilight or dawn. We’re going to approach this place where the trees are and get off there.

And there’s going to be a cave. It’s a deep cave. We go inside. There are things on the walls – mineral growths. We go inside the cave and it’s immense. It was a small opening but inside it’s immense. It’s somewhat frightening with dark black and blue everywhere.

This is the kind of freedom I want. I want to go and explore these places. The cave is foreboding. It’s a little frightening but if I have a companion I can be there more safely.

Jack: You still have a lantern too don’t you?

Nadyezhda: Yes, I have a lantern.

It’s a bit frightening with these things that are hanging off the walls but… He has a sort of plan. I want to see these places down under. I want to know the Earth. Travel everywhere.

I’m asking to be released. “Release me from my affliction so I can be free to move around, free to travel and understand everything that I need to see on the planet in my short life. I need that. I need to be free from affliction once and for all.”

I hold his hand and I’m asking him, “Can you help me?” He’s a good man. I think I love him. I care for him. He’s a dark and strong figure. [sigh]

We can go into the depths together and find something.

I see the water inside the cave. There’s a shark in the waters.

And the sounds of the cave too – the dripping.

Jack: Yes, the sounds are very special in an immense space like that too.

Nadyezhda: Yes.

We have the torches. The torches can light us, help us find the correct path. Can I see the ground that I’m walking on? It’s sort of a narrow bridge passage. It’s very elevated. Different colors on the walls of the caves. [pause]

[sigh] And I say again, “I want to be whole. I want to be free.”

And I see myself. I don’t look like the way I do now. I look the way I looked before this surgery. I believe that’s the way I should look, it’s my correct form, the form that my body has taken. Even with the old scars, I don’t mind. Not this way. It’s not right. I’ve been inverted, I’ve been erased, I’ve been defaced somehow. It’s not good to feel this way.

[sigh] And so we go. And now that I’ve had time to observe these features of the cave I wonder what’s next, where I’m going.

So we get into a little rowboat and stay on the surface of the water as we’re going through the caves more deeply.

Jack: Yes, we’re looking for what you need to find. Something very deep at the root of your difficulty.

Nadyezhda: So we go through a passage and then we see a landing. There are many people and there are torches on the walls. A lot of people are gathered.

I’m asking can they tell us the source of my affliction and can they find me the way back to living the way that I want to. This is the question I’m asking. Can I become whole? I’m saying, “This is why we came here. This is what we’re after.” [pause]

I just had a brief flash of myself when I was here waiting for the bus once and I was holding the scarf in the wind and letting it billow up like a parachute. It was very beautiful. A moment of freedom.

So we should get out of the boat and leave. We go through the crowd, looking for a person. It’s an old man. He has an old wrinkled face and he’s bent over and he’s walking with a walking stick. So I should sit down with him and everyone is sitting around us. We have to have this discussion. I say, “Can you show me an image of something so I can understand what’s happening, what’s happening here?”

I just see a purple dress. I don’t know if I’m wearing it or someone’s wearing it. [pause]

I guess I just try to connect to the scene and see the flames flickering on the walls.

Jack: But you’ve asked him something specific, right?

Nadyezhda: Yes. An image of something.

Jack: Give it time. Yes, it could be many things. It could be words, it could be an image.

Nadyezhda: I’m just trying to keep myself in that place and absorb what is around me, what’s happening around me. The sensation of the coolness of the water. The relative warmth of the gathering of people and the torches.

He refers to a mutilation scene. There’s a person being mutilated.

I tell him, “I don’t need to see anything or relive or revisit anything. It’s already happened.” [pause]

I’m just sitting there still.

Jack: You’re still with him?

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: Well, I think the fact that there was a mutilation scene means he understands what you’re talking about. Maybe there’s something that needs to be sacrificed. Sacrifice means to make holy.

Nadyezhda: I tell him I would sacrifice my skin graft. You can take it. I don’t want this thing that’s in the way of me. I can sacrifice my wounds. You can take them. I don’t need them. We can pull these out of my body. But maybe it’s better that he tells me.

Jack: Yes. It needs to come from him. But it’s good for you to make your desires clear – which you’ve done. And it’s helpful that all the people are gathered around you and that you have their energy as well. And you have the man who’s helping you.

Nadyezhda: And I tell him, “We need to move forward.”

Jack: Maybe he could show you the way.

Nadyezhda: He shows me a blue crystal globe.

Jack: Ah. Interesting.

Nadyezhda: I see a point of light on the globe. [pause]

So through the globe I see somewhere out in the mountains outside someone is carrying a black-faced sheep. [pause]

I’m carrying the sheep.

Jack: Ah. You have the sheep in your arms.

Nadyezhda: It’s also a baby. I’m also taking a baby.

I don’t know where to go, what to do.

Jack: Maybe you can still ask him even though that’s not where you are.

You’re still with him even though you’re looking through the globe, right?

Nadyezhda: Yes. [big breath in]

Jack: You maybe need a bit more information about what needs to happen next. He should still be able to help you. [pause]

Nadyezhda: So I say, “What should I do with this baby?”

He replies, “Nourish. Nourish the baby.” [pause]

“Feed it.”

Jack: So, how will you go about doing that?

Nadyezhda: [sigh] I don’t know… Like a mother. With tenderness.

Jack: Yes. Tenderness is nourishment.

Nadyezhda: Everything starts to go white. Like it’s washing away in milk or something.

I’m asking, “How can I drop my unnatural cloak, my unnatural vestments? The unnatural clothing that I have in this life. How can I become natural?

I feel frustrated. [sigh]

I just see the whiteness washing everything. Clouds, ocean, whiteness. It’s just a fog. A penetrating fog taking everything over. [pause]

I think this can be a good sensation. [pause]

Jack: There’s nothing dark about it right?

Nadyezhda: It’s very integrating; it’s like an ocean mist. [pause]

I feel that I have these things happening but the answer is not there yet. I haven’t become fully aware of where I need to go.

Maybe my unconscious wants to avoid something and that’s all right. By conferring it differently we can solve it differently. Maybe it doesn’t have to be painful or frightening.

“But please,” I’m saying, “I put my pain into it. Take my anguish. See my anguish. Please take it. Take it away from me.”

Jack: Is the white fog doing any of that already?

Nadyezhda: [sigh] It’s helping on a spiritual level but it’s not there yet.

Jack: OK. [pause]

Nadyezhda: Do you have a suggestion of what to do next? [Jack does not offer a suggestion.] [pause]

I’m going back into the cave. To see the people and that man.

Jack: Well, a number of things have happened. The baby that you were nourishing for example. The blue crystal sphere. Sometimes we’re given everything we need but we don’t recognize it.

Nadyezhda: Hmm.

Jack: But I think it’s good, as you’re doing, to return to the old man. And specifically ask him what you just asked. “How can my anguish be taken away?”

Nadyezhda: I’ll ask him. [sigh] [pause]

I’m listening for a signal. I’m too agitated, frustrated or something.

Jack: It’s hard to be clear when frustration enters. But just give it a bit more time. Because I think you need to come back to that spot that you had arrived at. You’re still in this very large cave. There are those people. There are torches on the wall.

Nadyezhda: I start screaming in the cave. Screaming to the walls. [pause]

Jack: Are there echoes of the scream?

Nadyezhda: Yes, it fills the whole cavern. [sigh] [pause]

I’m not sure. I’m sure it will go any further. There’s an agitation. There’s something I’m not able to see or confront.

Jack: You said at the beginning that there were “things” on the walls.

Nadyezhda: Yes, there were growths on the walls – like minerals. Stalactites.

Jack: Do you feel the man who was helping is still with you?

Nadyezhda: Here’s still there. A good presence.

Jack: Maybe he could make a suggestion. Because he’s not frustrated. He’s there to help.

Nadyezhda: He can take the boat to a different place. [sigh]

Maybe the group of people and the old man were not able to help me. I need help from a shaman. I should go to this shore where he’s having a fire and he’s chanting by the fire. [sigh] [pause]

He starts to speak to me in a tongue I don’t understand and he chants. [sigh] He’s chanting I think.

Jack: That’s part of his ceremony I suppose.

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: What are you asking of him?

Nadyezhda: I’m asking him, “Resolve this cruel karma, this cruel fate. Allow me to be free and move without a constant affliction and the interference of sabotage. How can it be possible?” [sigh]

He starts to twirl and dance. The fire spits and hisses. The things that he’s wearing are shaking and making noises. He’s shaking his staff and stamping his feet on the ground. Moving and spinning and spinning.

He’s saying a prayer for me. Something to break the spell. Break the spell of the vicious cycle.

I feel my need and my desire to be without affliction. And I’m worried that it won’t help. I feel so constricted. [sigh] Break free. Break the bondage.

But he’s doing it. He’s spitting and turning, making noises and shaking his staff. He’s creating a fury. A tornado.

I ask him, “Take my wounds away. I’ve had enough. I’m beyond enough. Take away the deadness and resistance.” And he’s anything but deadness. He’s fury and spitting.

Jack: That’s right. [pause]

Nadyezhda: He can go like this for 12 hours. [sigh] I won’t be able to sleep for 12 hours. But I see on his skin that he has scars as well – marks, cuts, things that release the energy.

Feeling this, it’s so invigorating. I want to push my feet into the sand and grunt and growl and spit. Shudder the violence away. Push it all away into the act of spinning. See it disappear. [pause]

I still have my anger and frustration. [sigh] It’s strong.

Jack: Maybe we can speed up time and he can finish what he’s doing – even if it is 12 hours. But it will have some effect – what he’s doing. Something else may appear or maybe it’s just a demonstration of how to use the energy of frustration.

Nadyezhda: He’s drawing the affliction out from my soul and my body.

Jack: Good. Let him continue.

Nadyezhda: I guess I have to ask him if there’s anything else that needs to be addressed.

Jack: Yes, it’s always good to ask that.

Nadyezhda: The violet light comes back. [sigh] The violet is restoring.

Jack: And now that the violet is back, is there a deeper penetration of it through the body?

Nadyezhda: I hope so. I’m asking it to come in.

Jack: Good.

Yes, particularly in those places – the abdomen, the solar plexus and the face of course. [pause]

Nadyezhda: I’m again just asking for restoration.

Jack: Yes, as you said last time, “Restoring the template.” Having everything conform again to the template, the ideal. The image of the ideal form.

Nadyezhda: The natural. [sigh]

I ask for forgiveness as well. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I’m sorry. I only want integration. Please don’t allow me to act in any way against my own integration. Unconsciously or consciously. Please forgive me.

And I ask for protection. [sigh] And it should be resolved quickly.

“Please allow it to be resolved as quickly as possible. Please allow me to identify and seek out anyone who can help me to ascend. Please don’t allow it to get any worse. Don’t allow this to be repeated. I want everything to return to wholeness and nature and light. Please don’t allow anyone who can take away my integrity to appear in my life. Don’t allow me to listen to anyone who can harm me.” I’m talking to Archangel Michael.

Jack: Yes, it’s good to keep his image. Keep his image in front of you.

Nadyezhda: “Please wash away the affliction, all the past, present and future affliction. Let me be free.”

“Break up this new scar tissue. Break it up and cause it to resolve. Heal the wounds and dissolve them. Communicate and touch and speak and sing. And to spread whatever light and whatever joy that I need to spread. Not to be confined to deadness and darkness.”

I see a little white pearl appear in my chin.

Jack: Ah.

Nadyezhda: A flaming white pearl. It’s beautiful. It will take the place of the wound.

Jack: Exactly.

Nadyezhda: This is good.

Jack: What a gift.

Nadyezhda: Wisdom. The wisdom of something that transmits, shines. It’s Archangel Michael.

Jack: It’s from him, this gift?

Nadyezhda: Yes.

Jack: I’m seeing it as almost luminescent, right?

Nadyezhda: Yes. It’s beautiful. [pause]

The pearl will take the place of the inflammation, the repeated injuries, the repeated psychic injuries, the molestation, the degradation. [pause]

[sigh] I feel some relief and some pervasiveness. And I hope that the white pearl will carry the healing light to wherever it is needed.

Jack: Yes, it will. But it would be helpful for you to return to that image as often as you can. It will help stimulate its work.

Nadyezhda: It’s a flaming pearl – like the Bodhisattva has. It’s very beautiful.

And I say, “Help me restore my faith. Show me that you are there and carrying me through the healing process because I need to be connected to you. I need this. I don’t want to be in the dark. I need the connection with the higher beings who are there for protection. I need to take the right path. Not to step into the shadows – not for curiosity, not to challenge myself. I need the evidence of the higher beings, higher levels of consciousness of my own healing capacities, of my own gifts. I need not to take any steps backwards. [pause]

I need healing. I need stability. I need my little flaming white pearl to illuminate the correct path for me. And I’m grateful. I’m also grateful for the images of the planet Earth I got to see before this happened. How beautiful it was. How I wanted to stay there and become part of it.

Jack: You’ve been given quite a lot of material just in this session.

Nadyezhda: [sigh] Ask if there’s any other message before we end.

Jack: It’s always good to ask for something we may have forgotten to ask. Sometimes there is and sometimes it just feels complete. But it’s always good to ask if there isn’t some other very practical thing that would be helpful to Nadyezhda at this especially difficult time.

Nadyezhda: I put my hands up asking if there is anything – perhaps a message – and Archangel Michael gives me a dagger.

Jack: Ah.

Nadyezhda: Which I can use to protect myself.

Jack: Yes, you can protect yourself. Just cut away anything that pulls you down or keeps you from restoring complete health. [pause]

Nadyezhda: I thank him.

[Jack draws the session to a close.]

Posts in this series: Repairing Time Lines, A Good Man, The Firebird.

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Caught in Tar

(Copyright © Jack Cain 2017, text and images)

Jack: So, I think we just need to go where we need to go. An intention was set at the beginning and that intention is very present right now. There’s already a direction. We need to see now where that will take us.

Zoe: I see myself as my friend saw me in his meditation. It is also a nightmare I had when I was seven or eight which has stayed with me. There’s a whole field of black sand. It looks almost like tar before you lay it out on the road and it’s moving sand that’s trying to swallow me.

I’m a white woman, blond hair and really, really white skin – almost luminous. I’m alone and I can’t get out of it.

Jack: Can you see it now?

Zoe: Yes. My legs are stuck

Jack: How far up the legs does it go?

Zoe: Up to right before it reaches my vagina. My butt is out but most of my thighs are in. And if I move I sink deeper.

Jack: All right. Well, I think the obvious thing is that you need to ask for help in this situation. But you need to ask while facing the situation.

Zoe: There’s no one around. There’s no one. And I’m looking far, far, far.

Jack: But what’s around is the tar.

Zoe: I can only look up to the sky.

Jack: What happens when you look down.

Zoe: If I look up to the sky I see the sun. And it’s trying to shine among those grey clouds.

Jack: Well, maybe you need to keep looking there.

Zoe: Oh. The sun is extending an arm and trying to melt some of the tar around me. It’s trying to pull me out.

Jack: Does the tar have anything to say?

Zoe: It’s trying to keep me stuck.

Jack: Maybe you need to ask it to speak to you.

Zoe: “What do you want from me?”

Jack: Exactly. What do you want?

Zoe: It says that it needs my energy, that it feeds on my darkness.

I don’t want to feed you. I don’t want to be there.

Jack: Maybe you need to address your darkness. Where is your darkness?

Zoe: It’s all through my organs. I have some in my brain, I have some in my lungs, I have some in my heart. I even have some in my stomach and digestive system.

Jack: Maybe you need to connect now to the arm that was reaching down to you. And to the sunlight. Can you ask that it begin to enter into you, into those areas that are dark? [pause]

Do you want the sun to enter into those areas? [pause]

Zoe: The sun is entering my body. The entire sun is engulfing itself in my body. [pause]

Jack: So you can feel the penetration into all those areas, right?

Zoe: I can, but it’s a battle internally.

Jack: Yes.

Zoe: You would think that bright yellow trumps black and for most of the body it does help. [pause]

It’s not the right battle. It shouldn’t be a battle. Instead of vanquishing the darkness, the darkness should become light. [pause]

Jack: And what is needed for that to happen? [pause]

Zoe: My higher self needs to merge with me.

Jack: Yes. You can call on the higher self to speak.

Zoe: She doesn’t want to stay. She says there’s still some darkness and she doesn’t like it.

Jack: Can she tell you what you need to do?

Zoe: She says I need to poop it.

Jack: OK. Good.

Zoe: She says I need to shed it through my skin. And I need to poop it. And maybe vomit it.

Jack: Good. Excellent. Yes, we forget that the skin is a major way of getting rid of crap. Can you visualize that happening? [pause]

Zoe: I think it’s good. I’m shinier than I ever have been, because now the sun is shining through my entire body.

There’s still darkness in my heart.

It’s gone everywhere else but there’s still some in my heart.

Jack: OK. Do you need to do something about that as well? Maybe you could ask the higher self if there’s something special that needs to be done in heart that’s different from those other places.

Zoe: She says, “You need to love yourself. Unconditionally. The way you love a baby that’s done something bad.”

Jack: [chuckles] Beautiful. Right.

Zoe: She says, “You are that baby. You don’t stop loving it because it has pooped and screamed your ears off. You still love it.” [pause]

Jack: So you need to connect with that in your heart.

Zoe: She says it’s going to take some time and that it’s an every day thing that needs to be practiced. But when you heal yourself, you heal others. [pause]

Jack: How’s the tar?

Zoe: There’s a circle where the sun melted it. I’m in the air, holding onto the arms of the sun. And at the same time I am sun.

I’m trying to put my hand in front of my heart to hide the darkness that’s in there and my higher self says, “There’s no point in hiding it.”

Jack: [17:30] [chuckles] That’s right.

Zoe: She says that the sun will enter as I learn to love myself.

Jack: Yes. And it’s a process.

Zoe: Yes it’s a process that needs to be applied every day, not just once a month or once in a full moon, or… [pause]

She says if I hide it, I won’t work on it. So it’s better to see what is, rather than putting makeup on it. She says that I should know that since I don’t like makeup. I like the truth as beautiful or as ugly as it happens to be. [pause]

Jack: Good. And do you need to do a cleanup job on the crap that may be lying around?

Zoe: The tar wants to grab me back but it can’t reach me. I don’t know what to do to shoo it away from me.

Jack: It’s not touching you anymore though is it?

Zoe: No, but it’s very close to my feet. I’m in the air holding onto the sun. And there was a hole in the tar that was empty and now it’s gathering itself back together and trying to reach me.

My higher self is saying that’s to show me that I’m always in danger.

Jack: Yes. You have to do the work that’s required – the process. [pause]

Zoe: My higher self told me as long as I have darkness in my heart, the darkness that’s out there will know it and will try to seep it’s way back in.

Jack: That makes sense, yes.

Maybe you could also ask the higher self if there’s any advice that we’ve forgotten to ask about or some point that Zoe really needs to know that will be helpful for her.

Zoe: She says, “Be kind and firm. Just because you’re kind doesn’t mean you’re wishy-washy. But don’t forget to be kind to yourself and to others.” [big sigh] [pause]

Jack: So it seems very complete to me but Zoe needs to feel what we need to do next. It’s very powerful what has just taken place.

Zoe: She says that I need to recognize that energy in others. And she says there’s a man out there who is shining just as bright as I am right now. And who’s aware of the world the way I am. But I can only see it when I’m it – which is why it’s important to radiate that sun all the time. [pause]

Jack: Is there any advice about that man?

Zoe: I’m just visualizing the two sunny bodies joining and the two hearts joining and all the darkness being expelled when the two hearts touch.

Jack: Beautiful.

Zoe: She says that the only reason that’s possible is because I’ve been doing the work of self love and that he has too – that we both know that we’re not waiting for one another to expel the darkness.

Jack: You both need to do the work. Is that what you’re saying?

Zoe: Yes. On our own. Which is why when we meet it will be possible to merge and still be our own person, still carry the sun. That’s another way that the sun shines on Earth through each individual who loves themselves and loves others. [pause]

I think that’s that for this.

Jack: Yes, I think it’s virtually complete. Just make sure there isn’t anything more the higher self needs to say. It has said quite a lot already.

Zoe: She says that I know all I need to know for now. And I need to stay in that vibration.

She says it’s kind of like those mills that run with water. If there’s no water the millstone will not turn – right? It won’t work. Well, it’s the same thing with that light and that love. There needs to be water at all times – there needs to be love and sun at all times regardless of the situation.

Jack: Absolutely.

Zoe: I think that’s that.

Jack: Yes, I think you could just… we could both… feel some gratitude for this higher self that has come forward and been able to speak to us and now needs to return to its proper place which is usually hidden but still very present. So, just feeling that take place now…

Zoe: I said thank you to the little girl who knows more than I ever will. She’s laughing and she says, “That’s the spirit!”

Jack: Beautiful. We’re really ending in the sunlight but still with work to do.

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