(Jack Cain © 2019, text and images)
Emily is standing at the mouth of a large cave looking out at a ring of mountains around a valley that has a river running through it. When I ask Emily to transition to where she needs to go today, a path appears leading down into the valley. It’s rocky and difficult going at first but this gives way to vegetation that is more and more lush as she descends. Then she passes some thatched cottages and farms, eventually coming to a small town with cobblestone streets. Continuing on, she passes through the town and goes on to a city. As she moves through the city, eventually she comes to a very large building. The transcription of the session begins at this point.
Emily: I come to a Y juncture on the main road that I am following and I take the right hand road. After a while, the two roads come back together again making something like the shape of an eye. The road then continues straight on and ends at a big building. There are stairs going up and pillars and there’s a big porch across the front that has like a roof over it. It’s a temple – cool and shaded.
It resembles a Buddhist temple or a Tibetan temple. It has pillars and its color is like a dark wood with ochre shades, almost reddish with some gold on it. There are gold patterns on the pillars, on the doors, and on the doorframes. The doors are open. There are lots of gold patterns on them.
You go in and the windows are lattice-like. The light comes in but it’s also kind of dark and shady. It’s cool, it’s pleasant.
Coming through the doors you enter a big room. In the middle there’s a statue. Perhaps it’s a statue of Guanyin. A standing woman in robes – an Asian woman. Thai or Tibetan maybe. Yes, I would say Guanyin or some version of Guanyin. Very peaceful. There are benches along the walls around the room so you can sit. And there are cushions around the statue as well. And actually there’s water. The statue is standing on what looks like a rock in the middle of this pool. And you can sit around the edge of the pool on the pillows if you like. The water is very cool. It’s all very quiet and peaceful.
And then there’s a room behind the statue. You can go through a little passage into it. It’s a bigger room. It goes up really high. And there’s a lot of light. The walls in their lower part are similar to what’s in the first room – it looks like wood paneling with the same lattice windows at a certain height. But then above that, it’s almost like glass and it’s huge. It’s not a round dome and it’s almost like a pyramid but it’s not as symmetrical as a pyramid would be. It’s like the surface of a crystal that has different facets which I’m looking up at from below it. These crystal surfaces go way up. They’re huge over this space.
And right in the center of the room there’s a huge crystal, a really huge crystal. It’s raised up a bit as if it’s resting on a rock.
The floor in this room is different. The floor in the first room was like a tile floor. This floor looks more like stone, perhaps marble. It’s very big, smooth and white, very white. It goes all around.
There are pillars along the walls, white pillars that go all around as well. They are holding up a ceiling that overhangs a little. And the high crystal facets that go way up are on top of that. The overhanging ceiling holds up those facets. It’s huge.
When you go to the other side of the crystal on the floor in the middle of the room, you find there’s a gold door in what seems to be a wall of gold. [awe in the voice; voice is hushed]
It’s all… You open the door and you come into… Oh, wow. Like you open the door and you are in a different space. It’s like a different dimension. It’s all light. It’s just light. There are no walls or anything like that. It’s just this light – this huge space of light. It’s quite amazing.
Jack: Wow. That’s amazing.
Emily: Yes, and someone is there. I can see a being standing in that light. Initially you don’t see the face. It’s like a figure of light, a white light. A figure standing in that light. And then you can see a little bit of the features. I see now that there are two figures – a man and a woman. They’re there in the light. But they’re very ethereal – they’re not solid physically. They are physical and they’re not physical at the same time. They’re very luminous. They’re standing in this light. And they beckon me to come forward, to go with them. And then they accompany me. We turn around and we go further into the light. Further into that light.
And then there’s like this gold… What is it? … It’s almost like… It’s like a gold light… it’s like a wall of light, like… It’s not liquid, it’s not… It’s hard to tell what it is. It’s like this… It’s almost like just air. But then it’s almost liquidy too; it’s a huge gold sphere floating in the middle of the room.
And we reach out and we touch it. It’s not that we touch it – you put your hands up into it. And then it just fills you with that light. You get kind of absorbed into it. Just absorbed into it. The three of us are… I’m in the middle and they’re on either side of me. And we have our hands up into this light. And then we hold our hands out in front. It’s like prayer poses… different prayer poses… You have your hands down, then up. It’s like just being totally absorbed into this light. [pause]
We’re just there.[pause]
You get absorbed into the light. [pause]
This is Amenti. The land within – within the Earth. It’s in its center. So the light of the center of Amenti. [pause]
I’m wondering what this is all about.
It’s the center of the Earth. It’s the pulsing. It’s the beat. The center of the Earth. We’re all connected to that.
And it just expands. It’s held there. It’s held and it’s not held – it’s not as though it’s closed in or anything like that – it’s just very powerful. It’s the heartbeat; it’s the heartbeat of the Earth. It’s the heartbeat of the Earth. It’s the cosmic heart in the center of the Earth. A heartbeat. It’s expanding. And it expands. And it’s expanding into the Earth.
[voice no longer hushed; very confident] It’s like it’s expanding through… It’s already… OK… [struggling to be clear] So it’s concentrated there in a sense; it’s focused. But it expands through this temple and it expands through the city. It expands through Amenti. And then it’s expanding out into the Earth. I can see it rising through the layers of the Earth. And it’s intensifying. It’s almost like a mist rising from the ground – like when you see mist coming up from a field. This energy is spreading into the Earth and it just keeps going, getting stronger and stronger.
It’s just going to keep doing that until the whole Earth is in this golden light. It just keeps expanding out from the Earth, out into the atmosphere, and out into space and then further and further and further out. This energy is coming from the center of the Earth. And it’s filling out… And then you can see… almost I see…
Oh. Wow. I see these angels at the outer limits of this energy. They’re all over. They’re all over this energy. They almost take form out of the energy. Out of this gold light that’s coming. But then there’s also this light that comes from the universe into that and then the energies are kind of meeting together and the angels are almost like the… like the… the manifestation of the two energies meeting.
Wow. [chuckle] It’s really cool actually. It’s beautiful. They’re almost like forms being created from the energies that meet together. It’s almost like butterflies. It’s energy creating form. Yeah. It’s beautiful. All this is just happening. Like wow!
Jack: And you’re able to see it.
Emily: It’s quite amazing. It’s that the energy creates form. The form of these angels. It’s beautiful. [pause]
Jack: I’m wondering if at some point you could ask any questions of that couple you were with or of some kind or wise person who could speak to you a little about your next steps in the world of the Earth.
Emily: So I can ask these two.
Jack: Yes, I think so.
Emily: Next steps. Well. Let’s see. OK. So what they say is that everything is happening at once. Everything just is. It is and it isn’t. It happens and it doesn’t happen. It is and it’s happening all at the same time. It’s hard for us to understand that.
An example. An image. It’s like… How will I explain that? It’s like I see a puzzle. The pieces are there and the pieces are kind of falling into place in this puzzle. But the puzzle is already there. The image is there. It’s like there’s a picture of the puzzle in the background and the pieces of the puzzle are falling on top of the picture. And so it’s already together and it’s coming together at the same time. Nobody is putting the pieces in; the pieces are kind of falling into place.
So what’s our role? Our role is just to be there. Which is not really very helpful right now – like what am I supposed to do?
Jack: Our role is just to be there. To show up.
Emily: Right. To show up.
Jack: But maybe they could give you some information that they think would be helpful to you…
Emily: Trust the process.
Jack: Trust the process. OK.
Emily: I know I’m always wanting answers and directions and such things and they’re never giving me answers and directions.
Jack: There’s also been your anxiety. Is there anything they can say about how to deal with your anxiety?
Emily: The anxiety will dissipate naturally. This is a process of clearing.
But it’s an awfully long process – is it ever going to be enough?
Things are accelerating very quickly and I realize… I experience some of the acceleration… In what? In myself and in what is happening around me. However, my vision is very limited and I don’t see…
So far they have shown me the image of the golden sphere and the expansion of the light for me to know that that is happening – that it’s going on and that it’s going on at great speeds too – at speeds I can’t imagine.
Let go of the attachments to the detail of what’s going on. Just let that go – which is challenging because my mind focuses on the detail. Let the detail go.
Go back into that light and know that you are a part of that expansion and that your energy expands. It expands. Focus on the expansion of your own energy as it moves outside the body. The body is an illusion. It’s a necessary tool for what you do, but it is an illusion. Let yourself be in that light. Let yourself expand, let your light expand. Let your light expand. Feel yourself as part of that… I feel a part of that. You are a part of that light, you are a part of us, we all are. We all are expanding. We’re all connected.
It’s hard to explain. It’s like it all comes together.
Jack: In the future you can re-establish a connection to that sphere, right?
Emily: Yes. You can let yourself go in to the center, to the light in the center or you can let yourself go out with that expansion of the light and feel the cosmic light coming in too. So connect.
OK because it’s not just that the angels are at the point of intersection, at the point where the intersection is happening. There isn’t a limit where one light goes only so far and the other light only goes up to there. They are intermingled. What’s outside goes to the inside; what’s inside goes to the outside. It’s all one. It’s just one expanse of light. Or an expanse of light with certain densities that are changing in different places.
How to explain it? It’s like a gold cloth that’s spread out. It’s not flat. It’s not two-dimensional, it’s multi-dimensional and there are different intensities of light in different spots. It’s all light. And there are varying intensities of light. But it’s all one thing. And we’re all part of that one thing.
It’s very simple. Esoteric but simple at the same time.
Let it float. Let yourself float. [pause]
And so all things – like you might ask about time without being, without different experiences. They’re there but they’re also not significant. They’re all part of that floating of energy, of the shifting of intensities that are coming together and floating apart. It’s movement. There’s movement. Always.
There’s sound. Sound comes into it. There’s sound that moves through all of this. And it shifts and it changes.
It’s all movement. It’s like waves – currents going through. But they’re almost like musical currents that move through, that create concentrations of light, and that dissipate. It’s beautiful. Wow. All these shifts of light and energy and sound.
[giggle] So, it’s not a very specific answer to the question.
Jack: But it’s specific in the sense that you’re being directed to look and participate.
Emily: Yes. And so in a sense it matters. But it doesn’t matter. Because, like Norfolk Island [where Emily would like to go for a Lemurian retreat; but it’s a hard decision to make] – you just see that image of Norfolk Island – so that’s like a coming together of a concentration of light and sound and it kind of makes that space. It creates something like a bubble of light again. It concentrates. It brings in different movements around it. It’s coming from outside and it’s coming from inside.
It’s kind of like the eruption of a volcano. Some of that light, the light coming in from the inside, and going out from the Earth from the inside, isn’t… Like sometimes it’s evenly dispersed and sometimes it comes up almost like a volcano erupting. So this kind of bubble of light comes out. And it spreads out.
And then there’s like a coming in from the outside. It’s like volcanic in some senses – like volcanoes of light moving. There’s a lot of movement. It’s not all just at an even pace. There are different rhythms in it. And so the different rhythms, you could say different sounds coming through. It’s like when you play a piece of music, all of a sudden there’s a cymbal [Emily makes a sound]. Or a different piece. And they have different types of movement as well. So the cymbal is almost like an eruption, right? And then you have something like a violin floating. Different rhythms of light, different types of sound. It’s all going on all at the same time – well, it’s not at the same time – it’s all… There’s a lot of movement, a lot of light movement.
Emily: It’s beautiful. It’s very beautiful. Like it’s amazing.
Jack: Beautiful to be allowed to see that.
So… Should you go to Norfolk Island?
Emily: [without the slightest hesitation] Yes, absolutely. [both laughing] Absolutely.
So each of us brings something to that experience. We are part of those movements of light and sound because we too are light and sound. We interact with the light and the sound.
It’s like birds flying through. We’re each like one of the birds flying through. Like golden birds. Everything is gold. There are golden birds flying through that – so there’s some reason why they’re doing that. We don’t need to know what that reason is. It’s all just part of that movement. It’s cool. It’s really quite cool.
So not to worry. The anxiety about what do you do, how do I do this? You don’t really need to be anxious about that. It floats. It does. Part of the reason for the anxiety is that there’s a certain of grating between what is fluid and what isn’t fluid yet and what is becoming fluid.
I see the tectonic plates shifting and, sometimes when they come together, they grate. And so that energy of what I am in different vibrations, in different intensities of light, grates sometimes. The shifting from one to the other is grating. It’s like the plates crashing together. So that causes some of that feeling of distress and anxiety. The two dimensions are coming together and they need to adjust. You know – being in 3-D at the moment and then shifting into another dimension. It’s grating.
And so a lot of the stuff that’s happening now on our planet has to do with the tectonic plates shifting and colliding. Those energies are colliding a bit – shifting and cracking and breaking and needing to release the forms that have sort of congealed and that need to be loosened up. Because they need to be more fluid.
Jack: And that’s what’s happening.
Emily: Yes. That’s what’s happening. And it’s OK. It’s happening within ourselves, and it’s happening around us as well.
That breaking is cracking the shell of the seed. It needs to release what’s new. New energy.
So that light coming from the Earth – it’s flowing smoothly. But also it isn’t. It’s also shifting the plates. Because if we look at the Earth – it’s molten, it’s liquid, right? It’s almost as if it’s congealed on the outside. The outside part needs to soften up again, needs to change.
Jack: So there’s going to be Earth movement.
Emily: Well there is Earth movement – everything is happening – it’s not necessarily Earth movement – because it’s all energy, right? So it’s not necessarily earthquakes and stuff like that. But it’s a releasing of that energy. That energy needs to transmute, it needs to soften up, it needs to change – because it has become congealed. It’s serving a purpose but the purpose has changed. It’s not that that purpose was not significant in its own time but now it has changed.
And it’s the newness of it. So the image of the seed is important because the seed protects the life that’s within it until it’s time for that life to come out, right? And so the shell of the seed has a purpose. But that purpose has its time and once that time is over then the shell needs to break, right? And so the purpose of the shell that the Earth has now in all its different forms – whether that be physical or social or political or whatever – the purpose of that shell is no longer serving. And so it needs to break so that the new phase, the next step can come through. When something cracks it isn’t necessarily always pleasant. But it’s necessary. The germ will not come out of the seed without the shell cracking.
Emily: So that’s what’s happening. That’s OK. We’re just going to have to live with that. Don’t worry about it.
So the curiosity about the Essene connection was: Yes, there is an Essene connection. Just exactly what it was doesn’t really matter. But there’s a connection. There’s a connection to different… I don’t want to say traditions… but different comings together of light, different searches for light, different ways of holding the light on this planet. And so the Essenes are one of those ways. But there are others as well. And that’s just part of the journey. Curiosity about details is fine for curiosity’s sake [chuckles] but it’s not necessary to go into details. There are so many expressions.
Jack: Well, you have a confirmation that there was a connection – which is what your instinct told you in any case I guess but…
Emily: Yes, the Essenes… there are lots of…
Jack: The Essenes were in the past but you are connected to things now. Are there any of those things that need to be explained more?
Emily: Well, let’s see. So… they’re in the past but they’re not in the past.
Emily: The connections remain. The connections are there visibly and invisibly. The interests of the present day connect to the experiences of the past as well as to the experiences that are beyond this dimension as well. [pause]
They will become clear as the time is right and as the need for clarity manifests itself. Not to worry. The sense of being connected to past traditions is good and the sense of being connected to other dimensional connections is good as well.
There’s a lot of curiosity about that. Curiosity is a great thing but again it’s not necessary to go into detail about what that connection is. That expansion. Everything is expanding. Being a part of that.
Jack: So, be part of the expansion?
Emily: But you are part of the expansion – everybody is.
The awareness of being part of that expansion can help alleviate some of the anxiety and distress.
This just is a really big picture – a complex picture in many ways but a simple picture in other ways as well.
It’s like I get this image. Years and years ago, I made this banner for church and it started off as the image of a prayer shawl and a crown. And as the weeks went by – this was Lent or Advent or something – the prayer shawl dissolved into images – biblical stories – different images that came out in this shawl, right? So it’s kind of like that – there are multiple, multiple images within this prayer shawl of what life is, of that expansion, of that golden light… there are multiple, multiple images in there… you could look at them… but they’re all part of that light. And ultimately it’s that light. It’s all one. It’s the I AM. The great I AM. That’s all it is.
Other postings in this series: Three Lives (June 2015); A Vision from Amenti (April 2019).