Note: This posting of a session conducted May 15th, 2018 continues work begun in the previous posting: Being Worked by Light.
Jack: Laura, what’s taking place for you right now?
Laura: Now it’s just soft wavy lights. They’re not bright. I’m in darkness now. It’s very soft. And the lights are very roundish, wavy. Just kind of floating.
Jack: A sensation of floating or the lights are floating?
Laura: The lights are floating, yes.
Jack: It’s good to stay in contact with that very specific quality, that quality of softness and light.
Maybe at the same time you could come into contact with your breathing so you become more aware that you’re breathing. Not to change it in any way but just to follow the movement of air.
We’re entering into something now in this session as we make an approach to the subconscious mind which has all of the memories of this life and all previous lives. We’re looking for whatever the most important thing is [big stomach gurgle] for Laura to experience. It’s good to involve the body. It speaks up from time to time as it just did. But we need to see now what the next thing is that needs to appear or that you need to be aware of. Certainly the digestive process is having something to say. [Laura chuckles] That’s just another piece of information we need to take into account. [pause]
You need to feel that something is deepening in your state as well. That you’re moving deeper and deeper into this state of letting go, this state which is a slightly different state of consciousness. It gives you access to the deeper mind, the subconscious mind and it also gives access to doorways into the larger world with all of its characteristics and the entities that are there.
So are the lights about the same? What’s happening now Laura?
Laura: No, it’s more fixed. Now it feels… It’s like a spiral. It’s not moving. It’s just sort of in front of me. [pause]
There are other waves above and they’re moving like leaves. They’re like streaks of light.
Jack: There’s no need to try to make sense or understand what’s happening. It’s just a matter of following it. We’re very early in the session. We don’t know yet where it’s going…
Laura: My left ear is tickling inside the eardrum.
Jack: Just keep noticing the different things that are happening.
Laura: There are different forms coming in front of me. Just figures, lights dancing. Now they’re more round like before. They’re circular and bubble-like I guess. Now the top of my forehead is intense. There seems to be a connection there.
Jack: Just stay with those areas.
Laura: Now it’s just like there’s a wavelength, horizontal to me. Just like a wave line. And it feels like it’s dancing in the wind.
Laura: It’s like it’s sending light to me. Very softly. [pause]
Laura: It feels like I’m being pulled. My attention is being pulled. They’re showing me something. Sort of like I should go there.
Jack: So there’s a direction indicated?
Laura: I feel different. My body is more relaxed. [big sigh] It’s like it’s more spacious.
Jack: Yes. That’s a good indication that you’re moving into a different level. [pause]
Laura: It’s somewhere else. It’s sort of like in the back of my head. I don’t know. It’s very strange. I don’t see it. It’s a new way of seeing.
I can feel these objects. They’re round. And they’re moving slowly in space. And they’re turning around. It’s like the whole space is moving with them. [pause]
Now I’m just in darkness. But very spacy. It doesn’t feel tight or anything. It feels good actually.
Jack: Yes, I think you’d agree that it’s a kind of darkness that is not oppressive or bad. Some people have said it’s even a kind of nurturing darkness.
Laura: I feel like there’s an aura above my head now. I guess it’s egg shaped. It sort of starts from my neck and goes up. Like with light.
I can feel my hands and my body but mostly my arms and the heart area. [big sigh] [pause]
It feels like I’m just floating. Well, not floating like water – just going up. [pause]
OK. Now it feels like there are layers. [pause]
Something is happening. It’s moving and I’m moving with it. I don’t know. It’s not a… It’s just I’m part of it.
Jack: You’re part of what’s taking place you mean?
Laura: Yes. [pause]
I’m seeing shapes and forms in lights – sort like Northern Lights but smaller. [pause]
It’s very beautiful. I’m just moving in it.
Jack: Yes, just enjoy what’s taking place. We don’t know exactly why this is taking place but it’s clear that it’s an experience that is very beautiful. [pause]
Laura: There are curtains of light and they’re dancing and making waves. Very soft. [pause]
It’s like there’s a round-shaped vehicle.
Jack: OK. [pause]
Laura: And now I’m in it.
It feels part of me.
Jack: Like you and the vehicle are one thing.
Laura: Yes, yes. [pause]
Also I can direct it.
Jack: Yes, maybe you need to decide your direction and where you’re going. Even though you don’t know. Even though part of you doesn’t seem to know but… The reason you’re in the vehicle of course is to travel. And it’s being provided for you. [pause]
Laura: It feels like I’m going forward with it. It’s so funny. I met a women who told me to use her car the other day and I thought she was an alien. Oh my God. [crying] I’m sorry [for crying].
Jack: Don’t be sorry. It’s just what’s happening. Don’t worry about it. Connections are being made, that’s all.
Laura: It’s just that it touched my heart. [sigh]
Jack: It touched your heart because she made the offer?
Laura: She was very ill. She has multiple sclerosis. And I helped her [by getting her car from the grocery store parking lot for her]. And she said that it’s because of people like me that she has faith.
Jack: Right. [pause]
But are you still in the vehicle? Are you still moving? What’s happening?
Laura: Yes, I’m still in the vehicle.
Jack: OK. Good. [pause]
Laura: I’m just sort of floating around. I’m not doing anything right now.
Jack: Well, you have this vehicle. You may want to question your heart to see where it is you want to go, or where it is you need to go… Because it’s quite something to be given a vehicle… So rather than drifting around it’s maybe that you’ve forgotten where it is you need to go. [pause]
Laura: Again they’re showing me figures.
Jack: What are the figures like?
Laura: They’re very round-like. Some look like the yin and yang symbol. [pause] Now it feels like I’m in space. Where I was before. [pause]
Now there’s like a crown of light. And it’s floating downwards. It’s huge. It’s got rays that are like snake-like tentacles. [chuckling]
Jack: But it’s light mainly, right?
Laura: It’s light and it’s just floating.
Jack: Like in front of you?
Laura: Yes. [pause]
Now above my head there is another light formation. [pause]
They’re doing something.
It’s like they’re putting a curtain of light around me.
And there are energy waves coming up. Up to my head. There’s all this energy around me now.
That’s it. It feels like they’re working with the different layers around me. It’s so nice.
Jack: You mean it feels good.
Laura: I just think it’s really nice of them. [pause]
Again there are more figures like the yin and yang.
Jack: Yes perhaps you’ll be able to remember them and could draw them after the session. But the important thing is just what’s happening right now and the fact that you’re being shown many different things. [pause]
Laura: I feel I’m in a wider light. It’s a different tone. [pause]
Jack: And these lights have different colors?
Laura: Well, I’m in a different… the whole surrounding atmosphere is white instead of black [as it was] before. And I see these tall, sort of stringy… I guess they look like seaweed or something. They’re very tall and stringy.
Laura: No. Just like seaweed. It’s tall stringy stuff. They’re huge. There’s a couple of them. They’re in the distance. [pause]
And I can feel their energy.
Laura: They’re very strong. They’re things, they’re people, they’re beings.
Jack: Yes, just because the shape is strange doesn’t mean they’re not beings. There are lots of different shapes of beings. So it’s good. You can probably feel their intelligence. [pause]
Laura: I can feel their heart – the motion of their heart.
They’re really big. They’re huge. They live in white light. There’s like a white vessel. It’s going by.
I think I was in the vessel and now I’m not because it’s gone.
Jack: And are those large beings still present?
Laura: No they’ve gone. But I can feel the energy still. It’s like an imprint.
Laura: Wow. It’s really strong.
Jack: So you’ve actually received something there.
Laura: It’s the guys from last time.
Jack: The same guys as last time? [i.e.: last session]
Laura: Yes, they’re here now.
Jack: They’ve just arrived you mean?
Laura: I can’t see them. They’re just so very present.
Jack: Yes. You feel the presence.
Laura: It’s like they’re… It’s almost like they’re crushing me. But they’re not. But it’s that strong.
Jack: The presence is so strong that you feel like you maybe could be crushed. Well, in comparison yes. [pause]
They’re here for a reason so let’s just see what it is. [pause]
Laura: I’m emanating sort of energy waves inside their energy. [questioning intonation as if not totally sure what’s going on] [pause]
Again on the hands. On the top of my forehead. Wow. There’s like a… Oh! There’s a… It’s really spectacular. This white light moving in circles but it’s so clear.
Laura: Yes, at the top of my head. [pause]
Now the energy is not as intense but it seems like the color… I don’t know… It’s like a shade of maybe orange or something. But it’s not bright. It’s like an atmosphere.
Jack: Is it sort of all around?
Laura: Yes, it’s all around. [pause]
Well, it seems like they’re gone but there’s like a… there’s a streak of light that’s just shooting right up and it starts from the middle of my body. It’s sharp – sort of like an arrow or something. And it’s just like a… it flashes white… I mean not white but like a metal.
Laura: Yes. Sort of… I don’t know… It feels like it’s an attachment to this…
Jack: An attachment to what?
Laura: To them.
Jack: OK. So you feel connected.
Laura: Yes, I feel connected. [pause]
Jack: Good. Good.
Laura: Yes, maybe they’re telling me what to do.
Jack: OK. Yes, now that that connection is in place it’s more possible. So do you have any detail about what you’re being told to do?
Laura: It’s again the hands. It’s all there.
Jack: [Jack chuckles] Right. [pause]
Can you see where you’re going to be working with your hands?
Laura: [sigh] It’s funny. I’m seeing that woman again who had multiple sclerosis.
Laura: Maybe I can help her.
Jack: Right. Exactly. Yes. Any condition can be changed.
Laura: It’s very funny but… I don’t know who she is or where I could find her or anything. But I think here I can find her. Or anybody.
Jack: Yes, in the space you’re in right now you have access to…
Jack: Yes. Exactly.
So you don’t need to be with her again. You can just do the healing with your hands. Or maybe you’ll meet her. Who knows? But the important thing is your realization that where you are now you have access. And since you’re there now you can come back there again. In a certain way you know where it is and you have a connection. [pause]
Laura: Oh, I remember. I know this place is sort of like a… It’s like the meeting place, you know. I’ve been here before in a dream. And everybody was here and I just had to go but now I’m here.
Jack: Yes, it’s very important that you’re there now consciously. In full consciousness.
[pause] You just need to be very aware of that location so you can come back to it when you need to. It’s a very specific location.
Laura: It’s a protected space.
Laura: And there are other beings there.
Laura: Well, we’re all the same. It’s just… We’re all just energy.
Jack: Right. [pause]
Laura: This place is really old. It’s like an ancient stupa. We’re inside. [sigh]
I’ve just been gone for so long. [crying]
Jack: Yes, it’s sad to be gone for so long. But you’re back! Yes, you went very far away from it but now you’re back. And you know that that’s where you belong. [pause]
Laura: Now I see what’s like lights on the horizon. OK. It’s just very peaceful.
Jack: Yes, you’re kind of coming back to the planet I think. [pause]
Laura: I’m just sort of going into my body.
Jack: Yes. Yes. We have to begin to end this session and it’s very natural for you to feel that you’re back on the planet and you’re back in your body in a more ordinary way. It’s not possible to stay too long in the environments you’ve been in. But the contacts, the attachments are still there. It will be possible to be in touch as you need to.
So it’s good to feel the body fully and come back to the breathing once again. Just to feel the movement of breath in and out of the body. Begin to feel that the body is returning to a normal kind of sense. Being able to feel the hands and the feet and the face. Different parts of the body. Of course there’s a heaviness as you come back into the body. But that’s fine. That’s just the way it is. The sense of heaviness will begin to disappear as you begin to be more active.
I’m just going to count from 1 up until 10 to help us make a transition back.
[Using counting as an exit procedure from the altered state we finish.]
[The session lasted about one hour.]